Can't you
I gonna quit this game of love
Your ignorance is pissing me off
Ain't it obvious enuff to see my love
You're such a fool if you haven't realise
My heart's broken can't you sense
I'm going thru this pain alone
You never knew and probably never would
Cos you didn't even know of my existance
I'm just another fool that has fallen for you
chorus
I was there to mend you broken heart
But who was ever here to mend mine when broken
I'm sitting down here alone rotting away
Slowing feeling the pain in me
Can't you ever feel my love for you
I was told that love doesn't haf to hurt
And here i am feeling more hurt than ever
There was no need for me to be there
I can only blame myself for being silly
I know you'll never gonna need me at all
I was only being naive hoping for a chance
This has gotta end it's not getting anywhere
Saturday, April 26, 2003
Just woke up... *yawns*. Haiz...today's my only rest day...now instead of 5 days of sch, i haf 6! Wth. Ahahas... well, i guess it wldn't be tht bad if i dun haf such sucky maths trainee teacher and a sucky chemistry teacher. Can't believed i had 6 tests last week, and next week i'm gonna haf more! Physics and Social studies...and i'm kinda lost for physics...*pengs*Well...at least my physics teacher is fun...
Took my a.maths CA on fridae...*phews*, it's a relief tht i know how to do most of them man...muz really really thank my beloved senior eileen for spending so much of her time and effort to teach me...ahahs, without u, i dunno where i'll be =X Keke, k, i owe u one.Well, gtg, maybe when i come home later, i'll blog again. Loveya ;)
-It's all folks and just fyi-
Shades of red - angered, pissed, irritated,foul mood, frustrated, argh
Shades of pink - Happy, good mood, in love, lalala
Shades of blue - Sad, moody, depressed, sobs
Shades of green - Lonely, afraid, lost , confused, sighs, worried
Shades of purple - memories, i miss you, *sniff*, scared
Today : lalala, worried, sighs, i miss you, scared
So yeah...finally got this blog thingi rite...boy, it's sure tough! Ahahas... yep, went back to sch today, time passed so fast todae, i felt i've only been in sch for two hours, except during history, the time was stretching by...so slow, can't stand ms chow, sometimes i think she looked kinda pyschotic...and she gives me the creeps sometimes...freaky woman. hahas.
My god, maths was just another horribbble time...that stupid mr tan...gosh, i really wonder wad inspired him to be a teacher, he SERIOUSLY seriously can't teach! *faints* You ask him a question how to do a sum, he will answer you...the problem is...the answer he gives you is the question u asked him! *PENGS* I really can't imagine wad it'll be like if he becomes a teacher, all his students are gonna pass wif "FLYING colours"! LOL...
Btw, ms yue changed our siting arrangements, argh, she seperated me from my darling audris and yoona...but aww well, at least i'm sitting wif amelia, i guess it ain't that bad...but ahahas, amelia get pissed of by me so easily...no fun! Last time i always used to pissed yoona and audris till we laughed so much but amelia gets REAL pissed...haha =X miss my darling audris and yoona.
My dad's still in the hospital...sighx. When i came home todae, heard from my mum that he might be transfered to TTSH becos his ward is being suspected of containing sars... a visitor caught a fever when he or she went home...so yeah, might want to transfer him...my mother was so worried, it's like just when my father's heart's condition has stablised and when she thought she cld be relieved, she has to be worried all over again about this sars case...she looked so worn out now...hope i wun piss her off during this period of that, i know i'm most capable at that...
God bless my dad...get well soon, i miss you
Friday, April 25, 2003
oh man...i'm so damn bleedy pissed...can't get this blog thingi rite...can't link my stuff...wad the hell...
gotta wake up damn early tomolo, it's not gonna be a weekend for me...oh shitified. Gotta go back to school tomolo, tht sux, argh, hell, sars! I hate it, it's getting so many into trouble...
bought a new hp cover todae, cool one, now my fone looks like 6100, it's awesome, just that i can't stand the buttons, so hard to press..my dad's getting better i heard... tht's good, glad to hear that, recover soon that and come back real quick k? Miss ya loads.