HEEE... todae got 2.4 run! Woke up at 8.05, by gladys~ stupid girl, woke me up 10 mins then i was supposed to wake up! Lol...
Went to school, was praying tht it wld rain, but god wasn't wif me, so it didn't rain. And the sad thing is, our time slot was postponed all the wae till 11pm! Wah liew like wad the hell?!! It was scrotching hot! I cld feel my feet burning like nobody's business! But gosh, my timing deproved!!! It's supposed to improve ?!! On my trial dae, i got 7.29 for 3 rds.. and todae i got like 7.51 for 3 rds?! I was so pissed! Den later of cos i slowed down gradually lah~ lol, was in deceleration mood! Completed my 6 rds in 16++. Okay lah~ but wished it was better? I want to be fitter!!! Oh wadever... when i finished, i cldn't be bothered more, i completely lied on the floor, it was like such a wonderful feeling...den later i rolled onto the patch of grass...eee..was so dirty and muddy but it didn't seemed tht i cared! When i finally got my breath back, i poured my whole bottle of water onto me~ SO SHIOK! I was wet, but it's like i haven't got an extra set of clothes? Haha, really cldn't be bothered more already lah~ i was dripping wet~ both wif water and wif perspiration...den came out wif this funny idea to hug weng laoshi, haha, saw her, den siezed the chance, pamela and i co-operated together, we were like bluffing her tht I've failed and she actually believed!!! Wah Liew, so look down on me! She was like "aiyo!!! see lah, i told u to stop walking u dun want~" Then later i just said "bluff u one lah" and wif tht, pamela and i seized the chance to "Kiap" her in between us~ and she was shouting and knocked her leg! OOps!
Haha, later she treated us to a drink of slurpiesss...so nice of her~ thankewwwww..!
Before we started running, we were toking to Mrs seng...heee, it has been a long time since i last had a nice chat wif her~were toking all those crap as usual, den i asked her to show me her fone, haha, show the pic which she took wif her husband, oh my gawddddd...it's been a long time i last seen her looking so chio!!!!! Hahahaha! She gave me her name card~ lalalala!
Saturday, July 26, 2003
Friday, July 25, 2003
Okie, spent like half the day at the netball indoor stadium watching our girls "fight". My throats are rather sore now...from all the shoutings and cheerings and screamings i did just now, but i guess perhaps it was rather worth it...erm, or maybe not. Worth it becos our school emerged as champions~~~ Whooo hooo... haha, no becos of some other reasons which i say not reveal here... Though it's like we've gained so much todae, happiness, experience and all these, i really feel damn empty inside... somehow, all of a sudden, i blame myself for not keeping my body my body in top condition, i regretted quitting my sports cca, the honour of being in a school team, but i nv regretted joining cldds, just tht somehow, i really wished tht i cld be as glorious as them~ yeah yeah, i'm green wif envy, tht i dun deny... like cecilia always like to say~ i dun want to be in a self-denial state. Although i really enjoyed being in cldds, there are times which i don't really like it too...it's like no noe in school looks up to u ? They just think u're those CHEENA CHEENA pple ? We hardly haf any support from teachers except our teachers-in-charge let alone say the school... And no matter wad competition u went, it's like equal to no competition~
Well, actually i dun really haf to care wad pple thought rite...i dun live my life for them do i ? But sighs, more or less, pple's views do bother me, i haf feelings and thinkings. To others, cldds may be just the whole lotta crap, but at least to me, it's something i look forward to attending.
Jokers
U know wad...i just read her blog too...i'm thinking tht this is really beginning to sound like a joke already..it's like so drama and so "action-pack"... rather silly too i think. To think tht we're not even toking in school but "communicating" thru our blogs?!!! Haha...i think it's really comical loh!
Hey amelia, ok lah,let's end the "cold war" here ok?!!! Haha, my fault k??? *Sincere apologies*... Now, happy ?Can like finally smile or stick out ur tongue like u always did? Or even ROLL ur eyes??! Haha u said i sounded like i'm exploding, but i think u sound like u're gonna explode more??!!! Lol... sorrieeeeee ok my dear friend..... pple pms one rite??? I'm pms-ing yesterdae can ??? My "best-friend" coming lah... haha.. Well, i'wun explain much already ok? I take everything to be my fault, but hey, i shared my a.maths bk wif u todae wad?!!! U didn't even asked and i offered to share it k...it shows i'm trying to make up for these?
Hmm, u said u want me to give u the "DAMN REASON" why i was angry rite? Hehe, well, i've said it already, i was pms-ing! A very bad one i guess?! Also, the word "cold war" is meant to be "literature" and sarcastic, where got sound serious ?? Haha...erm i'll leave things as it is now,i wun say anymore, hope everything between us will resume soon. Take care.
This is fun...kinda got a little bored, went to this site, and here are the results! =D
What Character From Shrek Are You?
What Another World character are you?
You are Camile!
What Chinese Symbol Are You?
SPIRIT is your chinese symbol!
What feeling do you represent?
You represent... naivete.
So innocent and trusting... you can be very shy at
times, but it's only because you're not sure
how to act. You give off that "I need to
be protected vibe." Remember that not all
people are good. Being too trusting will get
you easily hurt.
What Finding Nemo Character are You?
What's your sexual appeal?"
Which Ultimate Beautiful Woman are You?
You are a true nature girl!
What colour is your heart
Your Heart is Blue
What swear word are you?
your asshole.
What's Your Magic Power?
You Can Talk to Animals!
At what age will you die?
Middle-aged. You'll die from something unexpected,
just when your kids are going to college or
something great is happening. Cause Unknown.
What Kind of Smile are You?
You're the sad smile,the one that regrets nearly
everything and is constantly wondering about
what could have been.You're not happy with your
situation and usually blame yourself because of
the bad things that have happened.Cheer up.
(Oh my gawd...this is so so true!!! It's so meeee!)
Where Did Your Soul Originate?
You come from the Night Sky. You're drawn to the
stars and planets, and it's no wonder why, you
came from them.
What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.
What type of music are you?"
You're nothing, really. But you're nice.
What Kind of Virgin Are You?
You are an IDEALISTIC VIRGIN.
What Color Eyes Should You Have?
Green Eyes
Thursday, July 24, 2003
i prefer sitting wif u than to her
Today's kind of a horrible and fun day...to begin wif, it didn't start well. And all thanks to 2 person ???
Ok...it's like i came to school today, already kinda a little pissed becos i haven't got enuff slp ??? So i was kinda grouchy! Then my seat was taken and i've got like no where to sit, so i went to sit wif audris, and when finally i've got my seat returned, SHE and I sat down. Den was doing something, and someone joined in...then they were talking talking...den she said "I rather sit wif u then wif her loh!" (Toking to her, refering to me) I was like wad?!! I didn't even do anything to u and u suddenly said tht ? Wth ?
Although i knew she was joking, i was like kinda hurt and upset.Which later became a cold war between us. It like to make me feel even worse, the other party actually said "yeah, i rather sit wif u then wif her!" Hey c'mon loh, how many times muz i actually tell all u pple tht i'm a human ? I do haf feelings too ? I nv cried in front of u doesn't mean i've emotionless ? I'm not like immuned to all these? I know U may think tht i'm unreasonable and petty to be angry at these, but let me tell u, i'm not angry, but upset and hurt. Think bout it urself k ? When someone said something nasty to u in church tht dae and u cried, wad makes u think tht i actually felt nothing when u said those to me in the morning ? Have u ever gave a damn concern as to how i may feel ?
So u think u feel awkward and i dun ? Pls~~~ it's precisely becos i feel awkward and didn't noe how to joke wif u again, tht's y i'm giving u COLD shoulders, cos i dunno where to begin! U tried talking to me ? How?! By asking me whether u can share my book ?! How am i supposed to joke wif u? Oh u want my book ? try getting it, it's in the toilet? Is tht wad u expected my dear? Seriously, if i haven't taken u as my friend, wld i even give a damn about all those tht u said ?It's becos i see u as my friend, tht why all those words u've said pierced right thru my heart. If i've not taken u as my friend, i wldn't haf spent time and money comforting u when u were down. Think bout it, though i may not haf spent so much time like jean, haf i really not cared bout u ?
Oh man, if u haf the conscious and brains to think, u tell me the answer. I dun like things to go this way too. I may be on the wrong, but is it really to the extent tht i had to say sorry to u??? I dun care wad u thot of me, u can say all u want,may it be wierd or petty or eccentric, it's up to u, i dun live my life for u!
Anywae, i'm glad cldds cheered me up todae...afterall, it seemed as if this is the only time i've been looking for the whole of todae.
Monday, July 21, 2003
Perverts
Wet back to school todae. It's racial harmony day today~bought clothes to wear, a wierd combination, made them up myself. Got a thai-skirt but i dun haf the top, so i wore my sister's peranakan shirt, it looked kinda matching so i cldn't bother more. Then i wore this platform shoes which also belonged to my sister... oh man, it was like so shitified high and i didn't noe bout it...so the whole of today, i had difficulty walking ?! I walked like some complete freak who can't walk for nuts?!! So paiseh can?!! All my friends were laughing till they nearly died cos it's simply so funny just looking at the way i walked! It's so embarassing! Haha, i'm so not feminine! Lol...and i think if i continue like this, i'll nv be able to find myself a boyfriend! Haha...aww wadever, it's ok, i dun haf to depend on guys, i want to be a strong-willed modern girl! Who says girls always have to depend on them?! But oh well, it's always nice to haf someone to rely on and to love...haha, aww wadever...accept me for who i am! lol.. And know wad? I nearly got blisters frm tht darn shoes... arghx.
Anywae, school was rather fun todae, we were "molesting" it other...esp me, yoona,gladys and amelia...muahaha...so stupid ok~ can't stand it...we're like doing this practically everydae, but it's fun =X Audris was busy adjusting her top...lol, too pointed for her *****, and we were laughing like shit. Oh man, i sound like a pervert and a maniac, but it's alrite, it's not like i'm the only one!!!! Yoona, gladys and amelia are not say any better than me! I think they're worse! Haha, especially amelia, speaking bout her, i knocked her head just now, and she claimed i gave her a concussion! Haha...tht's great, finally! =X Hope she's concussed forever ;P
I'm tired, i'm going to take a nap. Blog later. (if can finished hw and stuff on time)
Sunday, July 20, 2003
*shitified*
My mummy was toking to me just now...was asking me to do more exercise in the hope tht these exercise can stop my spine from becoming more crooked, so tht i can avoid going for operation. Then later she was saying tht she's hoping tht i dun haf to go for operation, cos she said tht anything tht underwent operation wun be in such a good condition anymore...and she said something which really made a lot of sense to me. She was comparing the operation to a toy tht's broken...she said "just like a toy, once broken, it'll never be the same again, even after it's mended." I think it's quite true loh...woh...she seldom said things which made me think so much one loh. I think tht sentence really made a lot of sense to me~
I then linked her saying to a lot of other things tht happened to me before, like relationships and things...and it's really quite true...so today, thru my mother, i really learnt something very valuable... so from todae ownwards, i'll try, really try very hard nv to break anything ever again!