Tonite i feel close to you - Stefanie Sun

Close my eyes, and feel your mind
Time has passed, I walked like a shadow
Never knew, what I'm going through
You touched my heart and take my breath away
Whisper on the wind so softly
Let the bright stars fill our dreams with love
Reach for your hand (Your hand is my key)
And you show me the way
Tonight I feel close to you
You open my door and light the sky above
When I needed friend, you are there by my side
I wish we could stay as one (I wish we could stay forever as one)
All the tears that haunt my past
You promised It'll be better tomorrow
Play that song you and I listened to
and let it gently ease our pain
Tender rain drops from the blue sky
Flowers blooming life's so divine
Like sunlight on a stream (you're holding my key)
You show the world to me
So much love in this beautiful world
Search for the brightest star in the sky
You will find the meaning of love
Don't be afraid (Don't be afraid)
Just be yourself (Just be yourself)
We need this love
I never knew

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i noe she was mad and pissed at me though she didn't say...we had actually wanted to watch the show the both of us wanted...but it was rainning like shit yesterdae...and i got drenched frm top to toe... I sms-ed and said tht if they wanna watch movie, they can go ahead without me. They said it was alrite...ask me to go. Maybe this is not really wad they thot or felt...i guess tht's only a word of politeness...stupid me, really shdn't haf went. Maybe she wasn't convinced tht i didn't want to catch the movie becos i was thoroughly wet...cos by the time i gt to PS, only my pants was wet... or maybe it's just tht they don't understand tht i'm alr freezing cold...tht if i went into the theatre, i wld haf frozen. A lot of things i can't say or wun say, i dun want to get pple to think tht i'm trying to self-pity myself or tht i'm trying to gain pityness...no i am not. But if tht's wad pple want to think, like wad more can i say or do ?

I've really been thinking quite a bit this few days....i'm always so easily bothered by wad pple say or think bout me. Maybe i shd change, maybe i really shd.

Went back for a.maths todae....hmmm, my god, i realised i gt a thousand and one things tht i've alr forgotten hw to do~! *Faints*

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All the love i haf in me is gone

i dun understand. The words she said are resounding...so badly...again and again. I just can't forget wad i said and wad she said. I dun understand. WHY is it tht pple always MISUNDERSTAND me for who I AM...

I cldn't concentrate on my paper at all todae...the words and the voice are just there, right beside my ears....they just kept repeating themselves...can't even read like anything properly? Can't think properly...nearly died....cld haf killed myself.

One of the moody and emotional days. There are reasons to this... i just haf so many feelings nw, hatred, guilty, sadness, loneliness esp. The ache in my heart is killing me. I dunno why, but i felt extreme loneliness... Y? I dunno. Dun understand... sometimes things are better left unsaid. I feel like dying...i feel like screaming, i feel like punching, i just feel lonely. I've gone nuts.

Stood outside class and looked at the scenery alone before the paper...surrounding and environment so peaceful...i wish my life was peaceful too.

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Back.... chem was alrite... hope tht i'm alrite...but oh man...i tell u, i dunno where i got my blurness frm~!!! I wasn't blur last time one k~!!! I noe...mixed wif "wrong company" of friends...ahahaha, all of them damn blur one, gladys, audris, amelia....-.-' blur like siao... hahaha there, i got more answer...hehehe

Took cab home again just nw...den very funny...the uncle damn friendly or wad... haha, the moment i entered, he offered me Todae...so i started reading and like 2 mins later...he offered me another STREATS.... faints...haha, do i look like i love reading so much ? Hmmmss... beats me...

Ok, 3 more subjects, 4 more papers to go~!!!!!!!!!!! WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEE..... CAN"T WAIT CAN'T WAIT... hahaha.

SS
Chinese paper I
Physics Paper I
Emaths (FAINTS)
Chemistry
History

Physics+Chem Paper II

Chinese paper II

Amaths

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4 more~!!

Whhheeee...i haf 4 more chapters to go for chem...though it sounds little, it's actually a lot of pages.........-.-' Haiz....hopefully i can finish in time to be able to practice my 10 yr series....

acidic oxide reacts wif water to give acids
acidic oxide reacts wif base to give eh... salt and water...

To test for chloride, add nitric acid then add silver nitrate solution
To test for iodide, add nitric acid den lead(II) nitrate
To test for sulphate, add nitric acid den barium nitrate solution
To test for carbonates, add hydrochloric acid
To test for nitrate, add sodium hydroxide den aluminum power. warm

When no precipitate in Sodium hydroxide --> Sodium or Potasium (No smell) or Ammonium (got smell)

Dissolves in excess sodium hydroxide --> No: Calcium Yes: Aluminium, Zinc, Lead(II)

When no precipitate in aqueous ammonia --> Ammonium or calcium

Dissolves in excess aqueous ammonia hydroxide --> Yes: Zinc No:Aluminium, lead (II)

Acidic oxides --> Sulphur Dioxide SO2
Sulphur Trioxide SO3
Carbon Dioxide CO2
Phophrus Oxide P4O10

Basic Oxides--> All metals oxide

Amphoteric oxides --> Aluminium oxide Al203
Zinc Oxide ZnO2

An acid is a substance that hydrogen ions as the only positive ions in water

During boling and melting, energy is gained.
During freezing and condensation, energy is given out

Necleon Number = Proton + Neutrons
.:.Protons = Electrons

Isotopes are atoms of the same number with different number of neutrons

Covelent bonds --> Sharing of electrons
Ionic --> Transfer of electrons

Covelent compounds: -Low melting & boiling point
-Volatile
- Cannot conduct electricity
-Soluble only in organic solvents

Ionic compounds: High melting and boiling point
Conducts electricity in molten form
Soluble in water

Lalalala....

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