Omg...i'm so so so so sick...fancy being sick on vday... hahaha...oh wells, like it actually made a diff... was down wif flu, cough, fever and a bad sore throat... was in bed the whole dae k...woke up at 9..den act breakfast...den went back to bed at 11 till 4pm... nw u noe hw sick i am...hope i'll be sick till mondae and i wun haf to go to tht sickening school. Haha... so sick of school, can't wait for march hols... arghs...
Read more...Sexed up - Robbie Williams
Loose lips sunk ships
I'm getting to grips with what you said
No it's not in my head
I can't awaken the dead day after day
Why don't we talk about it?
Why do you always doubt that there can be a better way?
It doesn't make me wanna stay
Why don't we break up?
There's nothing left to say
I've got my eyes shut
Praying they won't stray
And we're not sexed up
That's what makes the difference today
I hope you blow away
You say we're fatally flawed
Well I'm easily bored, is that ok?
Write me off your list
Make this the last kiss, I'll walk away
Why don't we talk about it?
I'm only here don't shout it
Given time we'll forget
Let's pretend we never met
Why don't we break up?
There's nothing left to say
I've got my eyes shut
Praying they won't stray
And when I'm sexed up
That's what makes the difference today
I hope you blow away
Screw you, I didn't like your taste
Anyway, I chose you and that's all gone to waste
It's Saturday, I'll go out
And find another you
Why don't we
Why don't we break up?
There's nothing left to say
I've got my eyes shut
Praying they won't stray
And when I'm sexed up
That's what makes the difference today
I hope you blow away
I hope you blow away
I hope you blow away
Away
Blow away
From the inside - Linkin Park [ Exactly hw i'm feeling )=]
I don't know who to trust, no surprise
(Everyone feels so far away from me)
Heavy thoughts sift through dust
And the lies
(Trying not to break,
But I'm so tired of this deceit
Everytime I try to make myself
Get back up on my feet
All I ever think about is this
All the tiring and time between
And how trying to put my trust in you
Just takes so much out of me)
[Chorus:]
Take everything from the inside
And throw it all away
'Cause I swear, for the last time
I won't trust myself with you
Tension is building inside, steadily
(Everyone feels so far away from me)
Heavy thoughts forcing their way, out of me
(Trying not to break
But I'm so tired of this deceit
Everytime I try to make myself
Get back up on my feet
All I ever think about is this
All the tiring and time between
And how, trying to put my trust in you
Just takes so much out of me)
[Chorus: Repeat]
I wont waste myself on you!
You! [x2]
Waste myself on you!
You! [x2]
[Chorus: Repeat (x2)]
You! [x3]
Perfect - simple plan
Hey dad look at me.
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time...
Doing things I wanna do
But it hurts when you disapprove all along.
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that I'm alright
And you can't change me
Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late
And we can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright
Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late
And we can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard just to talk to you
But you don't understand
Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late
And we can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late
And we can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Feeling kinda a little better alr.
To ms yip: I noe u wun be able to read or see this, but i really wanna thank u for everything tht u've done for me... without u...maybe i'll still be in my own daze. Thankewww.
Life is getting really stressful. Had cldds yesterdae, was ok. Came home late and slept immediately after i bathed. Woke up at 3am to study my lit and do my homework. Didn't slp after tht. I'm very sick nw...was sneezing the class down todae...tissues piled up to mt everest. My nose is dropppppppinggg...i swear it is.
Lit was so irritating today. Of so many passages, it muz come out the one which i read the least no. of times. Arghs. Cld do question one and managed to complete it. Question 2 can narrate but can't do quotations and i didn't manage to compete it. Sian. Think i'm gonna fail again. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH... help~!
Went seoul garden wif alycia. Hehs, was great and really was stuffed. Ate a lot of beef~! Haha, think i didn't cook my stuff well...went to the toilet the min i finished eating. =S Aniwae, alycia got me a stalk of rose. Heh... blue rose. Swt eh ? She said it's the first time she gave a rose to someone but i can't remember if it's the first time i accepted a rose. Oops... haha... think i received before but i can't remember from who. In return, gave her a stuffed pig... haha, very cute. Arghx... i'm gonna be so broke but i dun care, i need to seriously enjoy my life before i start breaking down. God, pls see me thru this, and i really wanna thank u for giving me so many wonderful and caring teachers. Haha, if nt u peeps may see me on the orbiturary page alr =P.
Was rather sad today... or shd i say tht life for me is getting really stresseful. My moodswings are getting more violent... and somehw, i jus feel tht i dunno hw to cope animore. I need someone to enlighten me but i dunno who to turn to. Somehw i feel tht i can't relate my problems to some of my friends ard me... i dunno why, but i realised tht i've been keeping a lot of things to myself. I used to tell most of my stuff to my friends but it's like i can't do tht animore. I feel so very strained... things are nt going very smoothly for me in terms of academics, i really haf to bucked up. Really feeling disillusioned, i dunno hw to behave normally alr. Maybe i've came across to many setbacks and i dunno where or hw to begin again. I feel tht i'm being tortured each and everyday. I'm strugglin very hard...very very... i need to get certain things back on the track soon or i'll be flat on the ground soon.
Read more...Yox...back to update... haha, although it's only the second day of the week, pretty much has alr happened. =|
MOnday:damn funny... somebody was trying really hard to bang me, so when ms chow asked if it was alrite for me to be the class photographer, tht woman ask disbelievingly "u sure u can take or not ?" Then just as i was about to answer her, someone frm behind the class spoke up for me, "Yes, Jiabao is a very good photographer~!" Haha, at tht point of time, i nearly laughed my head off...she was like ok, wadever... she was so kanna bang ok... I wanted to tell her "If u're scared u wun look good in my pictures, den the most i wun haf u in them..." Haha, but i decided to keep my mouth shut. It's like i'm nt the only person who can't stand her, she's a bloody hell nthing and she goes round bossing pple ard which makes me really lose respect for her. This morning, sumone was complaining bout her too~
Den had Pe...pe was FUN todae... hahaha..we played soccer and i was in judith's team, boy was it cool~! We trashed the other team like hell... so funny... Judith, Leech and i were the strikers and i must say we really had wonderful grp work... haha, but of cos, judith was the overall scorer... haha, bleahs, i fell a few times and i'm brusied all over cos i kept kanna kicked... lol... i'm aching now...but pple always says tht when i start climbling walls or when i start playing balls, i get really hiong... hahaha... oops... but soccer was really fun today... i actually scored 2 goals but those were nt counted, like wad the hell...if nt it'd be 5-1~ Haha... The other goals were scored by judith.
And ooooh... mrs lee came back to visit yesterdae. Before i saw her car, i had a really strong feeling tht she was in school, and i was really surprised when i did she her car.. haha, she looked pretty much the same...haha, and we joked ard for awhile, after which i'll haf to go for library duty. She teased tht i was the extra one~ haha, and she said tht the cookie we bought her was awesome. Haha, den we said tht nxt time if we see her car and she was no where in sight, all we haf to do is to kick and trash her car... lol... this wld really force her out~ but she said if we kick and trash her car, she would make sure she kicks and trash us flat till we're on the ground. Haha, damn funny, the stupid expression on her face. Den it's like cecilia was saying, actually it doesn't really matter, if her car is all trashed and dented, she wldn't care at all, she wld just say "oh, my car's dented ah, u can haf my car den." Haha, cos she's too rich to be bothered lah, plus her tht kind of can't be bothered attitude. Haha. Miss tht woman, hope to see her sometime soon.
Den today, haha, got chased out of the class by elt by 19 other girls... wahaha, cos we all didn't do her homework...see hw slack my cls is... haha, but we were damn happy to get up of her cls...instead of a punishment, we took it as a blessings...pple in cls were like, i shd nt haf done my work. Haha.
Den the rest of the class were like shit lah, kept wanting to fall asleep, esp during hist... haha, den aud kept having to hit me to wake me up, but it's like after 2 mins, i'll be dozing off again. Haha. But CME was fun today lar... was toking bout some valentine's day thingi and the guys of singapore. Can't remember who but someone brought up tht guys always want to pay for everything just becos they're GUYS. Haha, den damn funny, i was just toking to myself and maybe to audris they all, i was like saying, "if they want to pay den like them pay lar, better still." Den i dunno y but chow overheard, she was like, "Ya! I totally agree wif jiabao~" Den i was toking to myself again, and she heard it again~! I was saying, if they want to pay, den better still, i can save more money liddat!~" Haha, and she went, "that's the spirit jiabao~!" I was like... woah...ok...she actually heard everything i said. Funny lar.
I think tht's the fun stuff tht happened today lar... oh yeah, den during eng, we were saying pronouciation of some stuff lar, den ELSA said tht there's a maths tchr who pronounce parallelogram as Parallel-logram and the whole cls burst into laughter... hahaha... so funny... alriteys, tht all for nw, luv ya all... muacks muacks~!
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