Friday, January 02, 2004

beneath the coat of amour hids a terrifying vunerability.

my gawd... tell me this ain't happening to me, someone tell me this is really not happening to me, tell me that i'm living a bad dream tht's all, hit me, pinch me, wake me up, this is horrendous..... somebody saveeeeeeeeeee me. Ohhhh man, i really can't believe this... but it has happened, and this is reality..... argggghhhhh.....ok, i'm gonna announce the great great news aniwae. Wanna noe the great news? Our darling form tchr this yr is...believe it or not, or lovely ms anabelle chow. Isn't tht simply fabulous. This is such a rhetorical question. Hah... i can't believe i'm that lucky.

Nt sae like i'm damn happy wif my other tchrs, i think they're almost equally rotten. Esp Madaline low...is this hw u spell her name? Like wow, i even bothered... she toks like bullet train, and for heaven's sake, to think tht she's even my lit tchr! There's so much notes to write and she speaks like nobody's business and expects us to write as fast as she talks, which is like impossible~! I write 2 words and she finished 2 sentences. That is so funneh, i can prepare myself to be humiliated frm her sometime soon.

maybe she's nt so bad afterall...maybe i shd really try to like her... she seems pretty cool this morning, maybe that's because she's in good mood, she's always liddat, when her mood's shit, we all suffer. tchr matters a lot to me, if i like them, i can study, if i dun and if i hate them, dun expect me to pass anything. this is shit, it's getting me no where, and i'm sec 4 this yr. I can't believe it, time passes so fast, a moment ago, i felt like i was in sec 3, and i felt like i was in sec 2 yesterdae. maybe maybe maybe ms chow is really really nt that bad afterall, i guess it's jus that i can't except the blow that ms yue's nt my form animore.

This can't be happening to me... oh man, somebody tell me i'm dreaming.

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Monday, December 29, 2003

sometimes i feel i'm gonna break down and cry

wor...been dunno hw many days since i updated this blog...wah darn sian man, in just 3 more days and school's gonna reopen, hw hw hw hw hw hw sickening can this be ? Hmm, i dunno if i'm excited or reluctant, haha, actually i'm half half. But nxt yr sec four, so i guess there's more reluctance den excitement... haha... miss a lot of pple in school, but when sch begins, i noe i'll miss my hols... lol, well, tht's human... and i'm only human. Haha... and wanna noe more ? I haven't even finish my hw and i had like piles more to go...sian... haha, the result of going out everydae-.-'

U noe, my mother can really be annoying and irritating at times, but there are times when she's real swt and stuff... i wonder why she can't be swt more than she's always annoying...she really pisses my ass off at times loh.... damn buay tahan one u noe... she expects me to do hw, and when i do do them, she doesn't see them, jus becos i'm in the room and she's in the kitchen... she claims she didn't see me do, so i assumed she wants me to do my hw rite before her eyes, which is really damn RIDICULOUS loh... i dun understand why she is so demanding and unreasonable u noe...if she's demanding only, tht's another case, but nw it's both which really makes it intolerable. ARHX.... sometimes i love her more than anything, but sometimes i really hate her, why is it tht all my auntie is so understanding and nice and she can't learn to be a little like dem? I'm nt expecting too much u noe... juz a little bit of care and concerm, love and care and gentleness will really satisfy me. Maybe just blame it on my luck, i'm damn suay. I can understand fierce and demanding mothers, but i can't understand fierce, spiteful, demanding and unreasonable mother. Maybe someone shd teach me, maybe i ought to be a more understand daughter. grr...... this is really living hell, it's killing me~

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