I'm totally drained now...very tired...maybe didn't haf enuff slp the nite before. My gosh, i'm so tired both emotionally and physically.
Had mass today, a very enjoyable one, cos father JJ was so cool and humourous, or should i say hilarious ?
Met Mrs Seng yesterdae, really miss her...ahaha, she said she misses me too...aww, so touching, she's really sweet and funny.
Just got a very sad news todae. Mdm Tan is leaving us. Sobs...why is it that whenever i'm beginning to like something, it must always be taken away from me? Gosh, i think life is unfair. Well..maybe not always, i get what i wanted too...but you noe, most of the time.
I wldn't say God is unfair. Haha, i wldn't. I would just say life's unfair. Went to watch Bruce Almighty todae. Learnt that God has got many things to do...I guess i wldn't want to be put in his position?
Anyway...oh well...do Mdm Tan really have to go ? Sighs...then God noes what teacher i'm gonna get this time round...realised that this is really a damn scuky year for me, last year was the best. This yr, first mrs lim left, den we got some kind of relieve teacher who ain't good. Next ms yue left for a period of time and we got a horrendous teacher, Mr Tan...and now, Mdm Tan, so who's up next? Tell me!!!!!!
I going crazy...i'm feeling so emotional now. Maybe i shd say a prayer ?? Hopefully God will hear it and answer it?
*Dear God...i pray that you'll guide me thru every stages of my life, thru all my ups and downs and tell me which is right and which is wrong. God, i pray that i'll become a better person and a person who is well-loved and liked by people. God, i pray that all my love ones are well and will be safe under your hands and guidiance, pls take care of them. Lastly God, i pray that I will always be with my love ones, please do not serperate us, it hurts me a lot. Thank you, erm, in advance?
Am I asking too much ? Will God be able to hear them ?
Friday, June 06, 2003
Tuesday, June 03, 2003
MuahaHaaaHA...exams are finally finally finally over...*phews*...oh well, at least i'll have like maybe one week to "party" till my deadline. What I'm trying to say is that, i'll have like one more week to enjoy myself till i get back my results...oh man...i think i'm really gonna die a horrible death this time round! Sighs...What if i fail all my subjects? I'm gonna die die die die and die.
Oh well, let's jut drop the subject for the time being, i shall spend this one week of time very happily and play like nobody's business. The rest shall waittttt. Anyway, noe wad? Haha, i'm such a naughty girl todae...muahaha, i pon sch!!!!!! I mean i think it's so dumb to go sch todae can...we haf to go and i heard we haf to do some arty farty stuff...gotta bring wad majong paper, venguard sheet and all those art stuff, oh crap, i'll never touch art again. Haha. So yeah, so here i am, slacking at home doing wadever i like,so relax, i just love these moments man!!!!! But you noe wad...i was sleeping like a dead log just now, haven't even wake up, think it was bout 9+...den i think the fone rang and my dad picked up the fone. He woke me up...actually i was kinda reluctant to get out of my bed one...it was like so comfy and stuff ? Oh but i'm glad i did, otherwise i'd been so dead ya noe ??? Cos you noe y? The person who called was ms yue!!!!! -.-' Crap! God noes what she'll tell my father or wad my father will tell her if i didn't want to answer her call! *phews* Anyway, luckily i just woke up, so i sounded kinda sheepish and tired and erhem, sick. Ahaha!!!
Me: *sleepily and a little irritated tone* Heeeeellooo...
Ms Yue: Jia Bao, this is ms yue here.
Me: *Blurred cos still in dreamland* Who's ms yue?
Ms Yue: Ms Yue. Your form teacher.
Me: *suddenly wide awake* OH!!!! sorry sorry...yeah?
Ms Yue: *cunning tone and sarcastic tone*(cos she jolly well noe the reason y i didn't go sch todae, i mean duh, it's kinda obvious i pon rite ?) Y nv come to school todae?
Me: *Immediately but guitily* Oh cos i'm not feeling well.
Ms Yue: *concerned but unbelievingly* What happened to you?
Me: *Still sounding kinda sleepy so got tht kind of sick tone* Oh i got flu.
Ms Yue: You ok or not? Got go see doctor?
Me: *Laughing* No not yet, i was still sleeping, you woke me up.
Ms Yue: *Embarassed, pissed* Oh sorry...later you go see doctor ok? Tomolo give me a mc ok?
Me: *shit!~(was only planing to give u letter!)* Oookkk
Ms Yue: And oh yeah, you still owe me your report card and your IJ tix rite? Bring them tomolo ok?
Me:Oh ok, but IJ tix? I thought i gave them to you already ?
Ms Yue: Oh ya ya, so tomolo just remember to bring your report card can already, ok?
Me: Yeah okok
Ms Yue: Ok, rest well and take care, bye
Me: Bye
Wahaha...and ya, i faked sick and went to the doctor, actually, not really faked lor, cos i told the doctor that i've got sore throat and i've been sneezing, which in other words flu. So yeah, and it's kinda true loh!~ I'm hafing a little sore throat and it's like cos of all the exams "stress", i've been sneezing like nobody's business...ahaha, so see, i didn't lie! The doc gave me an mc, ha...see lah! Ms yue muz be thinking, "Hah, i see how you're gonna produce a mc for me tomolo!" Oh well too bad lah, i got the mc, i'll show it to u tomolo! Dun trust me lah, ahaha, in the end still call up my house, win! Oh well, guess she ain't that bad lah, at least she asked to speak to me instead of asking my parents why i didn't go school todae, haha, God noes wad they'll say... they'll probably say cos todae no more lessons and all those crap, so i'll not going to sch. Hah! If that's the case, i'll be so dead!