I'm totally drained now...very tired...maybe didn't haf enuff slp the nite before. My gosh, i'm so tired both emotionally and physically.

Had mass today, a very enjoyable one, cos father JJ was so cool and humourous, or should i say hilarious ?

Met Mrs Seng yesterdae, really miss her...ahaha, she said she misses me too...aww, so touching, she's really sweet and funny.

Just got a very sad news todae. Mdm Tan is leaving us. Sobs...why is it that whenever i'm beginning to like something, it must always be taken away from me? Gosh, i think life is unfair. Well..maybe not always, i get what i wanted too...but you noe, most of the time.

I wldn't say God is unfair. Haha, i wldn't. I would just say life's unfair. Went to watch Bruce Almighty todae. Learnt that God has got many things to do...I guess i wldn't want to be put in his position?

Anyway...oh well...do Mdm Tan really have to go ? Sighs...then God noes what teacher i'm gonna get this time round...realised that this is really a damn scuky year for me, last year was the best. This yr, first mrs lim left, den we got some kind of relieve teacher who ain't good. Next ms yue left for a period of time and we got a horrendous teacher, Mr Tan...and now, Mdm Tan, so who's up next? Tell me!!!!!!

I going crazy...i'm feeling so emotional now. Maybe i shd say a prayer ?? Hopefully God will hear it and answer it?

*Dear God...i pray that you'll guide me thru every stages of my life, thru all my ups and downs and tell me which is right and which is wrong. God, i pray that i'll become a better person and a person who is well-loved and liked by people. God, i pray that all my love ones are well and will be safe under your hands and guidiance, pls take care of them. Lastly God, i pray that I will always be with my love ones, please do not serperate us, it hurts me a lot. Thank you, erm, in advance?

Am I asking too much ? Will God be able to hear them ?