i noe she was mad and pissed at me though she didn't say...we had actually wanted to watch the show the both of us wanted...but it was rainning like shit yesterdae...and i got drenched frm top to toe... I sms-ed and said tht if they wanna watch movie, they can go ahead without me. They said it was alrite...ask me to go. Maybe this is not really wad they thot or felt...i guess tht's only a word of politeness...stupid me, really shdn't haf went. Maybe she wasn't convinced tht i didn't want to catch the movie becos i was thoroughly wet...cos by the time i gt to PS, only my pants was wet... or maybe it's just tht they don't understand tht i'm alr freezing cold...tht if i went into the theatre, i wld haf frozen. A lot of things i can't say or wun say, i dun want to get pple to think tht i'm trying to self-pity myself or tht i'm trying to gain pityness...no i am not. But if tht's wad pple want to think, like wad more can i say or do ?

I've really been thinking quite a bit this few days....i'm always so easily bothered by wad pple say or think bout me. Maybe i shd change, maybe i really shd.

Went back for a.maths todae....hmmm, my god, i realised i gt a thousand and one things tht i've alr forgotten hw to do~! *Faints*