Celest!~ + Yan Han u rawk my world

Just had yet another fight wif my mother, some misunderstandings and rudeness thingi again, sometimes i'm really tired of all these, dying soon, swear i'm on the verge of breaking down and giving up...

Was lying in my room reflecting bout what happened when Yan Han called...man...had a long talk wif her... she comforted me and talked me round lots of stuffs, ahaha, although some may nt make sense... =X Wad can i say bout her? She simply rawk my world man...just when i needed someone, she called me up ? Haha, is this some kinda fate or telepathy? Wad wld i do without her?

Hmm...as i said, sometimes when i really needed someone to be here for me, it's always those who are nt exactly my closest friends who are here, it's usually only my close or good friends...get wad i mean ? Like edrea, it seems tht she's like the only one who can read my thots nwadays... and yeah, cecilia too...it seems tht the others haf forgotten bout me...and sometimes i really felt alone in this world...but oh well, yan han proved me wrong? Haha...she was here for me, and she's actually one of those closest friends i haf... haha, or erm, did she really just happened to call co-incidentally ? =I Well...obviously she did lah... haha... but at least she bothered to hang on and asked if i was alrite when i sounded wierd... unlike some real close friends who obviously knew i was nt rite and left me in the lurch...say bye bye and go, minding their own business...hmm...maybe i've judged them wrongly ? Well, pamela was there for me most of the time too =) Well...just really wanna thank them...

Aniwae, enuff of those horrible memories...it just really pained me to recall it again. Sighs... Yep, kinda just came home...was out the whole dae since 10.05...went to chase celest again...ahaha...my god...we thot her event wld be at 12 but it ended up tht her event is at 5 ?! Oh man... and wld u even believed this? Ahaha... we stood there like idiots for 8 hrs?! FAINTS... Finally she appeared...it was a cooking show lah...she cooked, but she didn't win...in fact erm...she scored the lowest...
wahahaha-.-' but yet, i guessed it was KINDA worth going there...kinda only lah... waited for like 8 hrs ++ but only gt to talk to her for like 20mins ? Haiz...yeah, but she was damn friendly as usual loh... I actually didn't want to go one...cos like wad? It's all the wae at bukit batok? Madness...but i give her face...ahaha, cos tht time i didn't go and she actually asked "where's jiabao?! She nv come ah?" Woah...she's actually remembered me...ahaha, i'm remembered by a star man... steady hor ? :p Took an individual pic wif her...ahaha, when it's ready...will post it up for u guys to admire...lol...k lah, kinda tired, i want to run away frm reality and go to my dream world alr, where everything there is perfect and the way i want them to me... good nite world =)