Well, if i'm gonna be asked what do i hate most nw, i'll definitely say time. Time is like wad? It doesn't even stop for a second, it doesn't even allow u to turn back time, and dat might as well mean that it doesn't give u a second chance to amend the mistakes you've done?

Well... and i'm wasting time as if nobody's business, nobody's but mine. Who's gonna suffer? No one but me. I just saw frm yipin's blog, like wad? 30 more days till chinese Os or prelims... and like wad? I haven't even touched my chinese book, and better still, i never really took chinese CAs nwadays seriously. Damn, this bloody attitude of mine really sucks ya noe.

I kept telling myself tht this march hols are for me to catch up on my work, it's like i'm so behind in all the subjects, it all made sense to me, and i had so badly wanted to do what i said a min a go, but the next thing i noe, i just keep pushing it aside, it's darn irritating, i so ill-disciplined and un-determined... arghs... i'm gonna be really harsh on myself man. What's the point, after i'm harsh on myself, history just repeats itself again.