Going solo, the road to isolation

I'm so tired... mentally and physically. Actually, i'm very sad todae, i feel so neglected and upset, and the cause of it is still the same.Pls dun ask me why it's liddat, it has happened and i'm trying to be very ignorant about it.If I can be treated as if i'm so insignificant, i dun see why i haf to care so much about those pple.I'm gonna challenge myself to ignore all these... let's see how long i can do so... let's set it min at 2 weeks and longest at 1 mth. If i can endure this torture, den i'll really clap and salute myself, and tell myself i'm really independent, that i do nt need this deceiving surreal superficiency animore. I must be strong, even if i'll lose everything eventually.

work was alrite today, just that there's really a lot to do and that n that i didn't really get a proper seat, so i'm aching all over like shit. Started work at 10am today, i was on time! =D Work was at Yew Tee todae, managed to find my boss's hse wif ease~ phew. Actually come to think of it, my present boss isn't that bad, in fact, she's actually quite nice... maybe it's just the way she brings herself across. Guess i'm just too judgemental. First impression ain't always the rite impression, but it'll always be a lasting impression. Her hse was alrite... she has a very cute rabbit...by the name of ahboy i think... my god, the rabbit isn't a rabbit~ it's like soooo cute... it behaves like a dog~ she doesn't keep it in a cage, cos it's very big, so she lets it run ard the hse! And yeah, i was saying it's like a dog, it follows her around the house and when called, it'll respond and go to her! Cool rite??? That's the first time i ever seen a rabbit liddat! She also has a guinea pig...and when i was sorting out the no. cards in the living room, the guinea pig kept knocking it's head on the roof of the cage... poor thing, think the cage is a little too small... haha. Yep, too much things to do todae, and i cldn't finish everything. Her mother's very nice, kept gorging me wif food... but nw i gt sore throat. Lol... -.-' Will be going down to bugis to work tomolo, dunno if i'll haf anione to lunch wif, even if i dun haf, i must learn to be alone, so yep, let that be a start.

It's ok if no one understands what i'm toking, actually, that's the main purpose, i need to let it out, but i dun one pple to know what i'm toking about. As long as i understand, it's good enuff. So let's just hope that after my slp tonite, it'll be a better dae for me tomolo~ i'll endure, i must. Going solo, the road of isolation for me has began nw.