my gawd...i can feel my doom dae drawing near...sighs...i can foreseeeeee my future and i feel tht i'm in the worst predicament den ever nw, i'm feeling so apprehensive =S

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Went out just nw...hehe, *naughty girl*, jiabao poned afternoon study todae...lol, so hilarious recalling it, we were running, dodging and hiding frm jo teo...like those nintendo games i used to play... haha, just when we can leave, it started pouring, but we managed to get to the mrt station aniwae...

Went bugis, like as usal...actually wanted to go suntec one, den can't remember y we decided nt to, wanted to go there cos actually wanted to buy tht tortoise pencil case we saw wif gladys tht dae for her bdae...den wanted to buy tht shirt for her but we no money, so we decided tht she'll buy first and we'll wrapped the ang bao or money and give it to her as a present. All these were meant as a surprise till tht stupid big mouth and blur block pamela told her -.-'

Went eat yoshinoya, yumps, haha, it seems like this has become our all time fav, cheap, nice and filling. =P After tht, we went to take neos...haha, i like the neos, gladys looks cute in one of them. Haha... ok, i feel tht i can't tok animore alr...nitey world...

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For the first time, i saw her praying. For the first time in my life haf i actually seen her closed her eyes...wondering if she's praying for all of us, praying tht we'll all be able to pull thru this...pass all our exams, esp eng. Haha, maybe she's just praying for herself, but to me, it seems like she's praying for us.

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*Yawns* I'm tired.... -o-

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it's been a long time... sighs, feeling damn stressed nw, forever feel tht i've not enuff slp...grrrrr...not enuff slp, not enuff time and everything's not enuffffff, money no enuff too~! Nv seems to be able to pay off my bills or get wad i want... sighs...

bear wif me, i need something to complain to. i haf like so many subjects more to cover and god, i'm so damn bloody worried for my english...wad if i fail ?! Wad's more, english's not the only one. My MATHS too..... sighs. I can't fail e.maths, otherwise i'll haf to drop a, whihc i dun want to.

Was standing at the window just nw, suddenly felt so nostalgic and all the good memories flashed back, thot of so many things, missed those happy time, wish i cld just turn back time.

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Heh...school's good todae...i didn't fall asleep again~ =D Had maths first thing in the morning, it was alrite lah, nothing very fun happened but oh mann...chinese was gooooood!!!! Haha, it's so funny...i get hyper damn easily, all my friends noe tht, and they call me crazy when i go hyper.

We were hafing ting xie... den it's like tian xie han zi tht kind of ting xie... haha, den it's damn retarded loh, the answers can be in some of the sentences?! Haha, den me, pamela and mun whye were like "wah liew wei.....damn chicken can~!" Haha, den Mrs Seng was like laughing at us and called us XIAO ZHANG (arrogant)...haha, den she asked her to go out and write since we were like so confident. But i didn't go out in the end... only pamela and mun whye did, and man~ i was sooooooooo malu-ated...ahaha, cos of one STUPID careless mistake, i scored only 19/20~ DAMN chicken banana backside.....grrrrr, den Mrs seng was laughing at me, everyone was laughing...haha-.-' Then Mrs seng wanted us to read a sentence filled wif emotions. And i got so excited and i was bouncing on my chair again~ heh.

During chemistry, was trimming my wallet when mrs tay was going thru some QA questions... haha, realised tht Gladys very cold to me these few daes.......awwwwwwwwwwwwww...she doesn't love me alr~! Haha, ok, i'm cock toking =P Went to the toilet during chem, it was POURING CATS AND DOGS...eh shd i say pouring cows and goats ?! Ok i've gone mad. Hehe...it was freezing cold ok...washed my hands and i felt frozen, went to use the hands dryer and i felt the warmth...wah so shiok, den i went nuts agains, i was doing the "toilet dance" as i called it. I was jumping and jumping in excitement, god noes why am i so hyper todae...omg, i suddenly feel like rachel law~! haha... On our way back, gladys was like freezing cold, den she bo jacket, asked me to share wif her...i hugged her and i shared my jacket HOOD wif her...lol, we looked like some 2 spastic walking together liddat, it was so funny i swear...

After school, were walking to st mike's canteen, den was showing audris wad we did, the jacket thingi, so we demostrated again on our way there, and Mrs siow show us and said "AIYOH...the two of u siao ah ?!" Haha...den we burst out laughing, and later, when we reached the canteen, we saw the canteen was FLOODED wif pple, and tht spastic gladys was like asking "why so many many pple ah?" in a half indian and cheena accent as she calls it...haha, den she somemore got actions! '_'...but before she knows it, she saw ms yue coming her way she she said so loudly "OH SHIT!" Haha, ms yue looked and me and then at gladys's paiseh face and immediately knew tht she've done something to embarass herself again so she was like half laughing, half shaking her head...hahaha, cecila, audris and i were laughing our heads off. I mean like wad's new ?

Went back to cls for afternoon study,on my way back, met my junior, asked me to buy dunno wad spring onions tht they've planted in sch, in order to be a SUPPORTIVE senior, i bought it from her loh, haha but i gave the spring onions to audris instead, den was teasing her about cooking all dishes of spring onion for her husband...haha cos of her tofu meal tht dae =P... When was in cls. SOMEBODY had to keep appearing in front of me which really DISGUST me and TURN ME OFF...argh can't stand her, can't believe i'm feeling this way bout her, we used to be CLOSE....guess she really changed? I'm not the only one who said it alrite?! Most of the people i've asked agrees wif me. Anywae, can see tht really turned off expression on my face, my friends all told me before tht when i dun like somebody, it can be damn easily seen on my face, over expressive i guess? =p

Studied my physics, cos got CA tomolo. Heh...i think gladys is getting quite old, cos she keeps repeating wad pple say and keep asking wad has already JUST been said, but she doesn't noe it...poor girl...think i concussed her too much liao, so sorry girl. Then elsa damn spastic, she was imitating annabel chow's disgusting and psychotic behaviour and we were like laughing our heads off...oh well, it's indeed a fun fun dae todae~

As usual, walked out wif amelia after afternoon study, sad to say it's becos she've got no one to walk wif tht's y she come look for me...sighs + sobs...her darling jean doesn't come for afternoon study, so she come finds me... haha, *heartbroken*... nemo hw cld u do this to me?!!! Haha, kidding lah. Was pissing the hell outta her, she's a very NICE and FUN person to piss if u're looking for sum1 to piss...damn cute lah... =P Haha, she got up the bus looking damn pissed...I had a "pleasant dae todae" =D

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School's rather fun todae... heh...somehow, though i slept quite late yesterdae, i was able to keep myself awake during lessons todae~ *JiaBao Beams*...haha.

Had physics first thing in the morning, heh, marked our assignments and we learnt bout waves...haha, the highest point of the wave is called a crest, den mr chan asked wad's the lowest point called and guess wad i said?!! Ahaha, i said breast-.-' hehe, rhymes heh? But of cos i didn't say it out loud to him =I Den gladys in retardation mode todae...haha, she kept laughin at the joke only after school?! Which is like dunno hw many hours later...haha-.-'

Den it was maths, we got a new cadet teacher following ms yue around...oh pls pls i beg...dun give us any more cadet teacher, one each year is already more than enuff...esp when it's so near to exams nw...pls pls... i really dun want anymore cadet tcher! *Cross fingers* Maths was fun todae, learned bout permutations~ Haha, one of my friend's so funny, she told ms yue tht permutations sound like a fancy way of hair perming...ahahaha... den my GOOD friend, or shd i say my maid cecilia, funnier still. One of the question said something tht 2 boys cannot sit next to each other, than cecilia asked ms yue if 3 boys can sit next to each other or not since they only mentioned 2 and not 3...haha, den at first ms yue was like also stunned, but later she jokily scolded cecilia and asked cecilia to go ask mrs lee if 3 boys can sit next together if 2 boys can't sit next to each other...ahahahaha

WEnt for recess, during recess, went to find Cheng and weng laoshi to show them the mooncake fotos, haha, we were all laughing at how RETARDED we looked. =D After which we went back for chinese, man, I was indeed rite, Mrs Seng said my performance for oral was rather poor yesterdae, sighs...commented tht i shdn't be getting this kind of results since i'm a performer... sighs sighs sighs...

Had History, history was as usalllllll equalllllllly boring...sighs, but guess it wasn't so so bad todae, at least i didn't keep wanting to dose off. Had A.maths todae, 4 periods of a.maths on wednesdaes, but ms yue changed one of the period to e.maths. I dun really understand permutations, it's so confusing, haha, but i think it's quite fun and challenging~ I swear i'l get at it~! Learnt frequency for e.maths, it's ok lah, just started.

And finally school's over...but we still had to stay for afternoon study... Went for lunch. Finished eating and went back up to cls, my classmates and i were watching happy tree friends, tht gross sadistic shows...haha...we were all screaming and shouting in cls...super gross i swear.

Finally we got down to business, studied my chem, nw at least more or less i understand my QA and ionic equation better, thanks to my seniors, eileen, siewping, lishan and mayhui~ hee...they're really a useful lot...heh heh...after tht, did my a.maths hw, understood a little better nw, but yep, still kinda blur, believe if i do more, i'll get the hang of it. Were fooling around during he last few mins of afternoon study, can't remember wad i did but i think i ganged up wif elsa to suan audris of something, den tht idiot, she got so mad and kicked my chair, resulting me to fall, wah liew, it like so damn malu-ing can?! How cld she do this to her friend...grrr.... and u noe wad's next? Haha, was palying wif gladys, can't remember wad i did again, but i was packing my bag getting ready to go and was balanced on one leg, sen she suddenly pushed me and i FLEW to the next table...wahahaha, it was so hilarious i cldn't stop laughing, it's not a very hard push, it was just tht i stood on one leg and her push came unprepared so i FLEW...haha...i laughed till i cried man...aniwae, dunno wad i did but it seems tht i've OFFENDED this 2 women...hahaha....grrrrrr....

Walked out wif amelia again, denise and i were like suaning her thruout..so funny... oh well, afterall, wad's new? =P

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Back to school again, exams are in 2 weeks time (eng) and 3 weeks plus for the others to begin. Sighs, i think i'm suffering from "jet-lag"...hahaha, cos i still haven't swap back my time yet~! I'm still sleeping at my holiday bedtime k?!!! I've been sleeping at around 2 these 2 daes?! Lala, den during these 2 days, i've been sleeping during both my double lit class-.-' muahaha

Todae did compo for chinese, as usual, was toking toking awae, but haha, chinese so funny todae, pamela and cecilia didn't come, cecilia's late so we thot she wasn't coming, den Mrs seng was like saying no wonder the class so peaceful becos these two IDIOTS aren't here, and the class burst into laughter.

After tht was PE...lalala, was slacking awae ok, cos no "government", TJL was supervising PFT peeps, haha, she actually wanted us to run 15 rounds, 2 sets of 30 push ups, 2 sets of 30 sit ups and 2 sets of 30 dunno wad =P...hahaha, but we all slacked awae~! I ran 2 rounds, sprinted one round and walked the rest, and needless to sae, i didn't even do any sets of anything~! Hah, tht's me ;)!

The next lesson we had was lit, as i said, i really slept thru the two periods of lit, den it was maths, nothing happened, maths is usually boring nowadays. But english was fun....oh man, we were giggling and laughing our heads off man~we were required to do a compo againnnnnn...den this compo was something related to maid agency, and we had to recommand 2 maids to a friend, muahaha, and we named our maids CECILIA and AMELIA, haha, they were so pissed when they found out, but amelia was laughing awae when we told her, though god noes why, ask her, she's wierd~ LOL... =X And oh, aud has got a new nick, given by mrs lee, haha, somehw i realised, all her nicks are bird-related...muahaha, and her new nick is called OSTRICH?! Haha...dunno why mrs lee called her tht, most prob it's becos of the way she tried to hid herself BEHIND A PIECE OF PAPER from me...then mrs lee was laughing and said she looked like an OSTRICH...hahahaha, well, not a bad name, i'm starting to like it already. Haha.

After school we had oral, my god, i just hope i bleedy passsss.... it's like for my reading, i didn't started off well~?! And after my 2nd or 3rd sentence, mrs seng graded me already?! Oh man, and my new topic was so tough, about shd singapore's govt broaden the broadcast of dialect speaking show in singapore? And i think i toked cock, and my normal topic weren't like any better, it's "ai hu xiao dong wu"...sounds easy, but i feel i was also toking cock, i dunno if i've gone out of point?! Oh no... haha...-.-' god bless me.

Went for afternoon study, ms yue was in cls...didn't noe, when i opened the door, i nearly wanted to scream to my friends, but luckily i didn't otherwise i wld haf been so dead... haha...after afternoon study, walked out wif amelia, haha, this girl, she's so FUNNY i tell u, she was telling me tht during her oral, she went erm erm erm, and mr seng gave her tht typical looks of hers...haha, it doesn't sound funny here lah, muz tell her to tell u herself, she's such a joker? Erm erm erm, aniwae, erm erm erm, all the best lah? =P Ok...i'm so gonna be killed when she sees this.

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Holidaes are coming to an end...boy, i feel so guilty~ hardly touched my books~!!!!! *SMACKS* Jiabao is a bad bad girl...haha...studied a teeny weeny bit todae, studied 2 chapters of physics... yeah only 2 but at least it's SOMETHING... man i tell u i'm such a PIG... i woke up at 12 todae and i went back to nap at 2pm and got up at 5?!!! Stupid me...this is total madness.

Aniwae, yep, i celebrate mooncake festival yesterdae.......after like 2 years, i finally had the chance to be a "kid" again. Haha...thankew dad and erhem, *mum*? =P Yep, was at serangoon playing, it's so so fun i tell ya...lalalala, i'm gonna do it again next yr~! It was also my sister bdae yesterdae, haha, HAPPY BDAE DA JIE~! MUACK MUACK~!

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Lala, came back alr. Spent the whole dae out. Met up wif eileen...haha, like at last? It's been a long time since i last seen her, miss her man. Usual spot, at mos, surprisingly met my milk mother, siew ping, wahahahaha, it's been a long long time since i last saw this woman man...she was doing her pw. Eileen and i started mugging, cldn't really get a lot of work done, haha, cos tht's just us. At ard 3, siewping came over and joined us. Haha, we were talking talking talking, not mentioning studying, den my ah bu, bern came over and join us...lol, like finally? One whole family reunite after like dunno hw many decades. Haha, actually nt really also, there are other members who weren't present.

It was freezing call in mos, maybe tht's y i caught my call ? Dear...haha, my resistance too sickness is so lousy nw~ i was still wearing jacket just nw? *Shakes head*, running a slight fever nw, was having a headache, but took panadol, feeling much better alr. =)

Went to watch Pirates already, i's ok lah, i guess i wldn't exactly say it's fantastic, or shd i blame the horrible seatings? Haha...

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the world's smiling

Guess i used my day rather wisely todae? Haha, ok, was late for maths extra class, in the end had to take cab, liew, damn broke already loh, liddat i cannot buy my cds already~~~~~ like wth...NVM! Aniwae, went back to school for maths class, liew, it was like damn long can ???? 10-1?! 3 whole damn hours, total madness, started on matrices, and we're already like 3/4 finished? All tht we haven't covered is the problems solving part~

After maths, went to KFC for lunch wif han and cecilia, madness, the queue was like wad?! Then there's this stupid CLUMSY secondary boy...my god.....it's like he SPILT 2 cups of drinks then he was like *blanks* "wad am i supposed to do ?" Den walked back to the counter wif his tray dripping?!! I was like trying to SLAM from him and he was like coming closer and closer to me...my god...i haven't met anyone stupider...there wasn't even like a SORRY?! He just looked BLUR...like "wad on earth is going on?!" Hello mr...u've just spilt ur drinks...-.-'

Yep, yanhan and cecilia and i were crapping like nuts... tok tok tok, till 3, den after tht, we were heading for mos, and i saw this DORY lantern, my god......it was like SOOOOOOOO cute...i wanted to get it, but dunno if i shd, and it was only like 5.50...nv knew lanterns were like so cheap...and decided tht maybe i shd come bck and get it later....but noe wad?!!! When i went back, my dory was..... GONE...... SOBS.... *chicken banana backside*Seriously, i think i have this madness for lanterns, i just love lanterns.....lalalala...since i was born, my godma always give me one every yr...till i was sec one, cos my mother stopped her frm buying, said i was too old~~~~~!!! So nw i haf 13++...i'm darn proud of my lantern collections k~ I swear i am...lalala, i dun care, i'm gonna buy one more this yr, for myself....*LANTERNS* LOL.......

Cecilia left, then han and i went to mos to study. She studied her chinese oral and i did CHEM the WHOLE dae...like wad the hell ?! I DUN GEET IT... like wadever, it's like sometimes i get it, and when i do it again, it seems like i dun get it, arghs, like wadeverrr... But yep, we had fun there, haha, i love studying wif han, guess she's like the only person whom i can really really study wif...so yep... thanks han for spenfing the dae wif me =)

After studying, met up wif my senior, my ahbu, Bernice...heh...so long nv seeeee her...made her come all the wae from home...haha, i attraction power really damn power sia =) She finally passed me my bdae present...belated belate present...haha, erm, to be exact, half a yr later...lol... ripped over my present, and the sight of me doing tht was some how hilarious i gues??? They were like laughing their heads off but i dun understand?~ And they started laughing again when i pasted the stickers on my jackets, ok wadever, HAHA, guess i was spastic, but i like to make pple laugh, cos it brightens my dae too... i miss my ah bu...... so long nv tok to her~!!!!!

Sent Yan han off, den went shopping for awhile wif bern, she got her key pads, den kept complaining tht they looked funny when they're jolly well not...-.-' she treated me bubblesss tea....well i said i'll treat her, but she insisted so yep. =) Went to find her shoes, but she cldn't find the pair she wanted, so we found some place and sat down, tok tok tok toking awae, show lightning flashing...but continued sitting outside toking, den eileen called, haha, had fun teasing her.

Oh noe wad noe wad, i passed by the cinema just nw, and i show tht zhaowei's movie, warriors of heaven and earth is GONNA BE SHOWN IN SINGAPORE SOOOOOOON!!!!! *JUMPS*!!! Was sooooo excited tht bern thot i've gone nuts.Can't wait can't wait.......gonna see my chio bu's face on screen again ............... lalalalalalala....ok, i think i've really gone nuts, somehw dunno y, was feeling nuts.

Took cab home again, cos it was real late. Yep. Called pet...had fun toking to herrrrr...she was like so funny ?! Mumbling mumblin to herself, sometimes can't even figure out wad she's saying but well, really enjoyed toking to her, and glad to hear her laughin, haha, really brightens up my dae to see my dad finally laughin... dad, stay cool yeah, dun always look so frustrated and sad, i'll always be here for u k ?! *promise* loveya.

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Wheeeeee......hw time flies, and it's almost a week since i last updated my blog, has been darn busy~ and finally, it was all over last nite~ everything went well yesterdae, and i had so much fun! Anywae, so many things had happened this week, so let's see if i can remember them all and put it all out here.

Wednesdae: Felt so disillusioned this dae...nv felt so down for like so long, it's like a second attack during this week...the maths ca...oh my god...i nearly died........................................................................i could feel myself going all weak over when i handed my paper up, and never in my life had i wished tht maths cld be over soon, i've always enjoyed maths, but todae, i cldn't wait for it to be over. When it was over, i stormed out of class,wif edrea following behind..sometimes, i feel tht when i need my friends to be here for me, they aren't.When it was time to go home, 2 of them cld actually just tell me, take care, byebye, when my head was burried under my jacket. Is this wad i called my good friends? One of them cld actually blamed me for nt toking to her somemore. I dunno anymore. Had rehearsal todae, man, she did so much to cheer me up a little, without her, maybe i cld haf just died. Met another her at the bus stop. During cls when i was looking so sad, so frustrated wif myself, she didn't even seemed to care or bother or perhaps even notice, when i saw her at the bus stop, i just smiled a little at the bus stop and boarded the bus. Usually if i see her, i'll be happy, but todae, i felt i've got no face to see her.

My fishy mother sms me, asking if i was feeling alrite. She said so much to motivate me, spur me on and encouraged me, man, i really dunno wad i wld do without her. Thanks man.

Thurs: Feeling slightly better...but was still quite shaken from yesterdae's incident. CLDDS todae. It was quite fun, did alot of last min work, my bow and arrows are finally ready. =) When everything was done, it was already 7pm. Met my dad pet, den went for dinner together wif us, me and weng, her treat, thanks dad.

Fridae: Finally, it's the dae~ anywae, before tht, i got back my maths. OMG... I ACTUALLY PASSED! I GRIEVED for NOTHING on wednesdae, damn ass man. By 3+...we all started bathing and stuff...quite fun bathing in school lah, den by 4, we went back to the conference rm and prepared ourselves. I was getting nervous man, oh boy. We started hugging one another, lol, it seems like it has become a habbit already for us pple...everytime when we haf to perform, we always hug one another. Weng laoshi, cheng laoshi and mrs seng all hugged me...haha...but still i feel damn scared...haha, although it wasn't my first time on stage.....maybe it just some kind of phobia i guess...haha. When the time came, my god i nearly FREAKED out...haha, i made quite a number of mistakes due to over nervousness but ahahaha, no one actually notice due to the fact i was happily smiling awae =) *PHEWS* I didn't wear my spects up, so i cldn't find my friends...haha...aniwae, everything was a success~ HEEEEEEEEEEEE...haha, mrs seng praised me! LOL... We went back to the conference room and goodness me, we looked as though we've gone mad~ all sort of crap came out and we just played and played. We took lots of photos too, and weng laoshi was making fun of my friends, esp aud.

After tht, we went back to class to get the sparklers...it was eeerie man i tell u...it's so dark and the doors were all closed and stuff...aniwae, after tht, we went to the basketball to play candles and stuff...haha, glad was so scared of the sparklers tht Weng and i was practically chasing her rd the whole basketball court...haha, den we lit up as many candles as we possibly can and dat stupid weng blew it all offfffffffffffffffffff....grrrrrr...hahaha, denw e relighted it and she started singing happy bdae to herself~ mad woman....lol, but it "inspired" us to play a game...we're supposed to go round singing birthdae song to everyone present in the order of our birthdates and so we started wif pamela, yanhan, weng, me, aud, glad and then ed~ haha, after we finish singing the bdae song each time, we're supposed to c who can blow of the most candle, and my god, pamela and weng are such pple wif extreme LONG BREATH~! Haha...dey blew out so many of the flames can?~ *PENGS* and the best gotta be yanhan...lol, cos she only blew off a few...lol...we were all laughing at her...my god, actually we weren't supposed to play wif the candles one...and weng laoshi was supposed to go round banning pple, but muahaha, she ended up sitting down playing and laughing at us instead~ lol....hope nothing bad will happen to her~ after tht, it was time for all of us to go, but the CLDDS pple had to stay back and clear the stuff...so yep...i really enjoyed my dae man, she had made it all fun for us, motivating us to strive harder~ after everything was finally cleared, we went macs together......

It was a super energy drainning dae but i really enjoyed myself.

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OK...it was quite a happy day for me at first...was mugging for my chinese CA tomolo, den my HP rang, said she's calling from TCS...at first i was like huh ? Then she repeated herself and said she's calling from TCS...i was like shocked...and den she continued to say tht i'm selected and wants me to go for audition...man, i was so happy and shocked. The first person i told was weng laoshi~ haha, was so happy and mad, and she was laughing at me... audition will be on sat, so scary, hope all goes well for me~ =)

Ok, but before i know it, i'm in a terrible terrible mood again, all thanks to my mother, my real mother~ wah liew, does she always have to use such harsh words on me ? If i'm really such a piece of shit in ur eyes like you say, you didn't have to give birth to me~ it seems tht everything i've done nv seemed to make u happy or proud, in fact, they all seemed be look like thrash in ur eyes. Give me a break. You said u didn't cherish me, fine, be it tht way, i've used to this kind of teatment alrd. Since pri 3, i've always been hearing these kind of words, i'm growing immune to it already. U wish i wasn't ur daughter, sometimes i wish i wasn't too. I thot things were changing for the better, but damn it, i dun think so. Many times i've tried tolerating ur unreasonable demands, but u nv seems to appreciate or realised all tht i've done. Sometimes, there are things i did which i thot wld made u proud, but all u said is tht they're nonsense. U always claimed tht i dun love u, but tell me, hw do u expect me to show u tht i do when u're always treating me this wae? I love u k mummy, but the fact u're always saying all these harsh words to me make me feel further and further awae frm u ? Alrd we're like not very close? And if u're constantly doing these to me, i wonder if i'll ever die.

I wanted to cry just nw, but i told myself nt to, big girls dun cry. I muz be brave. Tell me wad i'm supposed to do, wad exactly shd i do to make u proud, cos i really dunno.

Sometimes, i really wish tht i've already grew up, so tht i can start working and nt spend a single cent from her anymore. Just nw, she even said i cld move out if i jolly well want. I wish i could. Money is such a problem, hw far can i go without money ? Sometimes i really wish i could run awae from home...maybe one of these daes, i really shd. Sometimes, enuff is really enuff.

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shanthi's teacher's dae

After I've "visited" weng laoshi, went up to look for ms shanthi~ haha, didn't even need to call for her and she's already busy wif so many students! Haha, guess she just a very very well-liked teacher in school, haha, and i'm not surprised either...she's not only fun but she's so damn caring too... lol~!

When she saw me, she was like HELLO *darling*... lol...erm, tht's hw she always addresses me and my friends! Lol, she gave me a hug, and we squeezed one another soooo tightly...awwwww...i really miss her man...miss her jokes, her threats to motivate us to study and stuff...haha, well...all good things don't last i guess haha...



Anywae, it was such a co-incidence, i gave her a purple teacher's day cushion and juz nice, she was wearing a purple shirt~ lol...i didn't even notice and she was the one who in fact told me...haha, also i guess ms shanthi really know me sooo well ? Cos rite after when we finished toking, she said, "OK! C'mon let's go, time for foto taking sessions!" Lol -.-'... even i was so shock...haha, hw cld she haf noe?! Guess maybe she knows tht i always haf my cam ard or something ?Haha...so swt man, most IJ teachers are damn funky~! I really really love them to bits.

After our "foto taking session", there's like a whole swarm of pple qeueing, waiting to haf a word wif her or something~ haha...i took my leave and told her i'll tok to her again some other dae... lalalalala~

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Weng's teacher dae

Ok...so tht's ms yue's part...after tht, went to look for Weng laoshi~ haha...i think ah she like happi until abit ding dong todae~muz be collected a lot of present! Lol...after i gave her her pressies...wah, she like so happy and touched like tht ah tht i got "charged down" immediately...lol...she hugged me~~~!!! So suddenly and tightly and madly~! Lol...it's like i'm nt even prepared for anything liddat~! Total madness!



Haha...gave her a memory lane bear wrapped up in a bouquet, a box of cookie, a teacher's day cushion~ and a card~! Lol...heh...this shd make up for all the times which i didn't give her anything...hopefully she'll really like them...Spent a lot of effort on her pressies this yr~ yesterdae went from shop to shop looking for a suitable present for her...and finally decided to lay my hands on those... =)



Well...we're as crappy as ever...cldn't stop laughing... haha, hmm...i guess this was the best teacher dae for me ? Nv really felt so so happy on teacher's dae before, anywae, i'm so glad tht things betweens us haf resumed again~ lalala....happy teacher's dae weng laoshi~!!!! Muahaha, i can't wait for mooncake festival *smirks* beware~! ;)

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ms yue tcher's dae

Heh...it's teacher's day todae~ i spent a bomb on all of them...but i think it's worth it~! Haha...after so much they've tried to do for us...hmm, i think the most WEI DA career is being a teacher...not doctor or anything but yep, teacher, if there's no teacher, there's no doctors, nurses or wadever~! Although heart pain from the amount i spent, i felt very happy when giving them the present... =D

Started of wif mass todae, it was rather boring...so yep, was busy finding things to do...felt really tired, and nutty, haha, cos slept only at 3am yesterdae~ YAWNS...after mass, we were supposed to go to the court to cheer...but we sneaked back to class =) We slept, we toked, we wrote ms yue's card and and we did some really horny and funny stuff...erhem~lol...saw eileen, was toking to her, den after awhile my ah bu came and we all tok and tok~

Then after some time, my friend screamed cos they saw ms yue...mad pple...lol, like nv see her before... hahaha =X no lah, i guess we're just really eager to give her her present~ i freaked out too and ran into the class to grab all her present when aud and glad ran like mad woman to stop her... cecilia and ed went down together wif me...we were all saying "ms yue!!! Wait can or not!!!!!" Then ms yue kept walking awae frm us...haha, becos she felt reallllllly URGENT! LOL! She needed to go the loo, and we were like behind pestering her...lol. At first i didn't noe wad was going on, only later when gladys said damn loudly "MS Yue NEED TO PEEEEEEEEEEEEE!" Haha, we all burst out laughing...she went into the staffrm to put down all her things...and we siezed the chance to take pic wif the bear~after tht, in order to give her a surprise, i hid the bear behind me...but becos it was so big my size alone cldn't cover the whole thing tht my friend had to join to block it too...haha, u shd haf jus seen the sight man...we formed a horizontal line as though we're like doing crowd control liddat...and we're standing outside the toilet!

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When she came out again, we all laughed and laughed, and hurried her into the toilet...while she was inside, stupid glad kept disturbing her, she kept saying, "aye ms yue, hurry up leh! Come i help u!!!!! Shhhhhhhhhhhh shhhhhhhhh shhhhhhhh...." She kept saying until i think ms yue got damn pek cek and pissed dat she even talked frm the cubicle... "can u let me PEeeeeeeee in PEACEEE?!" Haha, and we burst out laughing again.... when she finally came out, she shook her head and said... "sighs...u all ah~ teacher's dae also cannot let me peeeeee in peace!!" We all kept laughin, still in our horizontal line. Then I asked Cecilia to give her the card first so she can read...lol, at first she didn't want to read in front of us, but we kept asking her to, so she did, den gladys keep telling her cannot read this cannot read dat... so irritating! Lol...i told her to read cecilia's one first cos it was damn crap...i thot of it but made cecilia write it...heh.... it says something like u're a very good teacher and stuff and she cannot give up on us even when we leave IJ....nxt time when we go jc, we'll still come back and ask her F maths...when she read tht, she was like "huh...dun want lah"...cld see she's really really very touched, even though she was like saying dun want lah, u cld she her going all soft inside. Then i told cecilia to add something inside to provoke her...hahaha, "in the first place can u even do it ?" Lol...but she didn't seem to haf any reaction on tht~! Haha...



Then after tht, i was like "OH SHIT! Nw she read the card liao she'll noe wad's her present liao..." cos i forgot we mentioned bout her present in the card, ha, den she was yeah~! Stupid... den i said nvm...i'm sure u'll still haf a surprise! (Becos of te relative huge size). When i took it frm behind my back, she was indeed shocked. "WAHHHHH! So big ah......thankew thankew thankew~ Liddat so big surely very expansive...small one already like hw much..." Haha, glad tht she appreciate our present... den something damn funny happened...cos she kept saying damn big damn big den i think gladys got irritated so she said "aiyah ms yue, it's not as though u're like very small rite?!" Haha...we all BURST out laughing and ms yue did this face -.-' and smack her wif the card we gave...haha, damn funny...and the nxt thing we knew, she was like aiyoh "so heavy so heavy" and together we said, "ms yue! Nt like u very light also rite?!" Haha...den she pissed until she got nothing to say tht she just ignored us. Yep, she was really touched, tht she initiated to hug us! Which is something very rare~! Each hug she gave, it came wif a thank u so much. She hugged Cecilia first, and den me...a real tight squeeze hug =D, den audris, edrea and glad...haha, so funny...dunno why when she saw gladys...the two of them burst out laughing~ haha... anywae, i'm sure gladys erhem... "enjoyed" the hug =X
Haha....den aud so swt, she mentioned to her tht even though i was injured, i still walk miles and miles to get the bear for her, and ms yue for an instant looked so guitly and asked if i was ok or nt~ we talked awhile more about some other stuff and assignments and tht gladys malu-ated me...something which is like so nt true lah~ i felt damn insulted and my pride went down the drain loh...kaooooooooo...argh...aniwae, after tht, she thanked us again and we left. I went to tok to eileen and bern for awhile more before going up. When i went up tht time, she was still there, so i just said, aye ms yue, muz bring it home ah~ haha, den she said yep she will...and she said thankew jiabao~ haha, tht's so warm to heart~!

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Dedication Song:More Than Words

-To all the teacher's in the world, HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY! I LOVE YA ALL!!!!!! ESP IJ teachers~ u RAWK!-

Saying 'I Love you' is not the words
I want to hear from you
It's not that I want you not to say
But if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do
To make it real then you wouldn't have to say
That you love me 'cuz I'd already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you

More than words
More than words
Now that I've tried to talk to you
And make you understand all you have to do
is close your eyes and just reach out your hands

And touch me hold me close
Don't ever let me go
More than words is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldn't have to say
That you love me 'cause I already know

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Oh my god!!! I just came home~! Man...i'm gonna so drop dead...i walked for 5hrs straight non-stop!!! Now my legs totally haven't got any feelings at all... haha, yep

First we went town in search of presents for teacher's dae, the things there are pretty nice and cool, but a little stupid and ex to get for the tchers...so we went down to cityhall...where we spent most of our time...we cool really feel our legs breaking but we kept encouragin ourselves~ for the sake of the teachers!

Finally, after dunno making hw many trips, we got ms yue's presents! Heh ;) I had a tiring but great dae~ thanx cecilia, yanhan, pamela and edrea!

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Went back for cldds rehearsal todae~ heh, glad tht everything went well and everyone tht was needed todae was present! Everything was progressing so fast and smooth...haha, nv in my life in cldds did i remember anything happening liddat! My juniors were awesome, they're terrific~ haha, maybe tht's y we're able to get things done so well this time~!

I was late...so ashamed...as president, how cld i be late? Haha...ok, well, i missed two of my busses. We started off wif reading the script first, when everyone was familiar wif their own life, we started off wif one of the scenes. We added in a few things here and there, and boy, it's hilarious~ I can't wait to show weng laoshi and cheng laoshi~ I told weng laoshi bout it and she said she can't wait to see it next wk too...lol, and then i told her i rehearse till my voice is nearly hoarse, so where's my compliments? And she was like saying, haha, hmm, i shall think of wad to say to you and wad to give u after i've seen it~ for the time being, jiabao jiayou jiabao jiayou jia jia you~! Lol, i nearly fainted when i saw wad she said...hahaha, toking bout fainting, it reminded me of one of the scenes in the script.

Though it's a sat, there's still so many teachers in school, we saw mr eric tan, ms yue, ms teo and mrs nicholas. Haha, tht stupid mr tan, keep coming to disturb us...so irritating~!!!! But haha, he's funny. Then ms yue was like there when i acted loh......so malu-ing my god........ and there was like so many pple there!!! Like wad the hell.

After tht, went to eat dinner wif pamela and jana...fought wif my 2nd sis on the fone, man, i really can't stand her, dun understand why she's my sister, just my luck~!

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