Who knows

Many a times i've tried
Telling you everything
In the end i only ended up
feeling more dejected
i'm losing confidence
in myself and everybody around

You don't know how much i love you
Why should you know and why should i care
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
i'm screaming and i'm banging
I'm running and running i jus can't stop
I'm feeling so trapped and insecured

Chorus
All of you think i'm so happy
that i'm smiling and my world's so bright
Who knows that i'm crying deep inside
I'm feeling so abandoned and neglected
Tell me who knows

i'm screaming and i'm banging
I'm running and running i jus can't stop
I'm feeling so trapped and insecured

Chorus

I'm surprised to find myself thinking of you
Whenever things go wrong
You came into my mind
I'm in this state of mess
If only i could turn back time
I wanna be with you again

written by lex