Ignore my words, burning wif furry~!

PISSED like hell nw. Dun understand my mother..... damn irritating... the two elders of this household is pissing the hell outta meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Arggggghhhhhh save me frm this miserable hell. Dun understand this woman, she's probably pms-ing nw, nonono, shd be menopausing~! And i had to be the one to be picked to let her venge her anger on. UNREASONABLE HELL. I came home at 10.15, rushed home like nobody's business, and she was still grumbling complaining and scolding awae, like wad the hell is wrong wif her man. Ok, so even if she's concerned bout me, can't she like juz tell me NICELY?! Damn... muz it always be drama ?! I hate it like hell...den my father comes along. I switched on the comp and left it vaccant for like 10 mins cos i was changing my bedsheet, and he has to occupy it, even after i told him i'm coming, worst still, he had to continue even though i was waiting like rite beside him. Then my mother came and she was grumblinh awae~! Now wad?! She was grumbling tht i had left my hp on the table and i'm nt treating it so preciously nw... as in i'm nt taking care of them, putting it anywhere... like wad the hell... i placed it in the MIDDLE of the table and she complained tht i anyhow threw my fone... HELLO!!!!!! Tell me where u want me to put! It's not as if i've placed it at the egde of the table and tht it'll fall of anytime rite, it was at the MIDDLE of the table! I'm damn FED UP! If liddat also cannot, where u want me to put?! Where do i put tht u'll consider precious to me and nt anyhow throwing it?! IN MY BRA!?????! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.... i'm pissed pissed PISSSSSSED. They're a pain in the ass and the neck and everywhere~!

Ok! That's ENUFF about the pains. ENUFF... calm down man. Went out wif yanhan, had a great dae, was at our usual hang out, and boy, did we see a million of pple there... lol...fine, i'm exaggerating. I spotted allan wu, boy, he's damn handsome well buit and hunky... yanhan was listening to music in hmv when i pulled her head fones down to tell her, and when she finally spotted her, she was like "OMG! He's so hunky!" Den i was like saying "DUH! U nv see his abs befoo...." I was cut off wif her sudden outburst of laughter, cos at tht time, allan wu suddenly happened to walk pass us, and i think he heard everything, wah liew, i was damn PAISEH ok... den i rushed out of HMV. So maluating. Then when we were walking and cutting across to one of the shop, i think it's U2... tht mad woman stopped abruptly again and made me stop, i didn't noe why she did tht till i saw allan wu right infront of me. It's so EMBARASSING ok... wah liew.. .like wad the hell.

I like one pair of jeans in U2...damn nice... haha, considering about getting it. Oh den we went christmas shopping, and yanhan wanted to get me something, but i didn't really see anything i like... only two teeny weeny bears which i went gaga over. Den she saw some vaccumed flattened pillow, so i said i'll get tht for her, we didn't get it till much later. We went to suntec, one of the halls, where one of the stalls in the school belongs to our sch, some entrepreuership thingi, but the stuff they sell there dun interest me so i wandered to the nxt store which interest me MORE than anything else. Man... they were selling hamster, dwarf hamster, they were seriously sooooooo cute, so adorable dat i really cldn't resist. I wanted so badly to buy it, even though it cost a bomb, $25... i really nearly bought it, but i didn't in the end, thinking bout wad tht woman at home may say to me if i brought it back. I left extremely sadly, so badly wanting to buy it, but i knew i cldn't, for the welfare of the hammy, wad if tht woman throws it dun the rubbish chute?! Tht wld be the end. I nearly cried when i left... but i was trying so hard to control it. I nv knew i was so vulnerable, but i really wanted tht hamster badly, VERY VERY badly. Toking bout it, i feel like crying again, my heart's aching more than anything. I pray very very hard and i hope very very very much tht i'll get a hamster or a dog for christmas or my bdae. And i swear tht when i move out of my own nxt time, my hse wld be filled wif animals. Man... i'm really gonna cry.

Dun really feel like blogging animore, my mood somehw seems to be a dampened nw. But i'll juz go on a lil more, cont walking... went for dinner and i nearly died eating, was damn bloated, cont to shop, and on our wae to one of the shops, gues who i met this time? Ms Shanthi and Mrs How. Lol... hw many pple can i see in one dae~! Oh yeah, i prob forgot to mention i saw mrs lena siau and and a dj, toshi~!

Aniwae,Yanhan saw the pillows she liked again wif more choices for her to choose frm. She gave me 4 choices, baby goofy, piglet, baby donald and baby mickey, told her to go one side to wait while i chose for her. I was hafing a hard time choosing, but i was mainly only choosing between baby goofy and baby donald. In the end i got her donald, luckily she said tht it's one of those tht she quite prefer over the 4. Phews. Den i show something i quite like but it was ex...so we didn't get it, after tht...i didn't really see anymore thing tht i like and it was getting pretty late, so we had to go home. I rushed home like mad and still get a shitty scolding. Hw i wish i'll nv haf to come bck to this shittified hse.