beneath the coat of amour hids a terrifying vunerability.

my gawd... tell me this ain't happening to me, someone tell me this is really not happening to me, tell me that i'm living a bad dream tht's all, hit me, pinch me, wake me up, this is horrendous..... somebody saveeeeeeeeeee me. Ohhhh man, i really can't believe this... but it has happened, and this is reality..... argggghhhhh.....ok, i'm gonna announce the great great news aniwae. Wanna noe the great news? Our darling form tchr this yr is...believe it or not, or lovely ms anabelle chow. Isn't tht simply fabulous. This is such a rhetorical question. Hah... i can't believe i'm that lucky.

Nt sae like i'm damn happy wif my other tchrs, i think they're almost equally rotten. Esp Madaline low...is this hw u spell her name? Like wow, i even bothered... she toks like bullet train, and for heaven's sake, to think tht she's even my lit tchr! There's so much notes to write and she speaks like nobody's business and expects us to write as fast as she talks, which is like impossible~! I write 2 words and she finished 2 sentences. That is so funneh, i can prepare myself to be humiliated frm her sometime soon.

maybe she's nt so bad afterall...maybe i shd really try to like her... she seems pretty cool this morning, maybe that's because she's in good mood, she's always liddat, when her mood's shit, we all suffer. tchr matters a lot to me, if i like them, i can study, if i dun and if i hate them, dun expect me to pass anything. this is shit, it's getting me no where, and i'm sec 4 this yr. I can't believe it, time passes so fast, a moment ago, i felt like i was in sec 3, and i felt like i was in sec 2 yesterdae. maybe maybe maybe ms chow is really really nt that bad afterall, i guess it's jus that i can't except the blow that ms yue's nt my form animore.

This can't be happening to me... oh man, somebody tell me i'm dreaming.