i prefer sitting wif u than to her

Today's kind of a horrible and fun day...to begin wif, it didn't start well. And all thanks to 2 person ???

Ok...it's like i came to school today, already kinda a little pissed becos i haven't got enuff slp ??? So i was kinda grouchy! Then my seat was taken and i've got like no where to sit, so i went to sit wif audris, and when finally i've got my seat returned, SHE and I sat down. Den was doing something, and someone joined in...then they were talking talking...den she said "I rather sit wif u then wif her loh!" (Toking to her, refering to me) I was like wad?!! I didn't even do anything to u and u suddenly said tht ? Wth ?

Although i knew she was joking, i was like kinda hurt and upset.Which later became a cold war between us. It like to make me feel even worse, the other party actually said "yeah, i rather sit wif u then wif her!" Hey c'mon loh, how many times muz i actually tell all u pple tht i'm a human ? I do haf feelings too ? I nv cried in front of u doesn't mean i've emotionless ? I'm not like immuned to all these? I know U may think tht i'm unreasonable and petty to be angry at these, but let me tell u, i'm not angry, but upset and hurt. Think bout it urself k ? When someone said something nasty to u in church tht dae and u cried, wad makes u think tht i actually felt nothing when u said those to me in the morning ? Have u ever gave a damn concern as to how i may feel ?

So u think u feel awkward and i dun ? Pls~~~ it's precisely becos i feel awkward and didn't noe how to joke wif u again, tht's y i'm giving u COLD shoulders, cos i dunno where to begin! U tried talking to me ? How?! By asking me whether u can share my book ?! How am i supposed to joke wif u? Oh u want my book ? try getting it, it's in the toilet? Is tht wad u expected my dear? Seriously, if i haven't taken u as my friend, wld i even give a damn about all those tht u said ?It's becos i see u as my friend, tht why all those words u've said pierced right thru my heart. If i've not taken u as my friend, i wldn't haf spent time and money comforting u when u were down. Think bout it, though i may not haf spent so much time like jean, haf i really not cared bout u ?

Oh man, if u haf the conscious and brains to think, u tell me the answer. I dun like things to go this way too. I may be on the wrong, but is it really to the extent tht i had to say sorry to u??? I dun care wad u thot of me, u can say all u want,may it be wierd or petty or eccentric, it's up to u, i dun live my life for u!

Anywae, i'm glad cldds cheered me up todae...afterall, it seemed as if this is the only time i've been looking for the whole of todae.