Okie, spent like half the day at the netball indoor stadium watching our girls "fight". My throats are rather sore now...from all the shoutings and cheerings and screamings i did just now, but i guess perhaps it was rather worth it...erm, or maybe not. Worth it becos our school emerged as champions~~~ Whooo hooo... haha, no becos of some other reasons which i say not reveal here... Though it's like we've gained so much todae, happiness, experience and all these, i really feel damn empty inside... somehow, all of a sudden, i blame myself for not keeping my body my body in top condition, i regretted quitting my sports cca, the honour of being in a school team, but i nv regretted joining cldds, just tht somehow, i really wished tht i cld be as glorious as them~ yeah yeah, i'm green wif envy, tht i dun deny... like cecilia always like to say~ i dun want to be in a self-denial state. Although i really enjoyed being in cldds, there are times which i don't really like it too...it's like no noe in school looks up to u ? They just think u're those CHEENA CHEENA pple ? We hardly haf any support from teachers except our teachers-in-charge let alone say the school... And no matter wad competition u went, it's like equal to no competition~

Well, actually i dun really haf to care wad pple thought rite...i dun live my life for them do i ? But sighs, more or less, pple's views do bother me, i haf feelings and thinkings. To others, cldds may be just the whole lotta crap, but at least to me, it's something i look forward to attending.