Stayed back for cldds yet again, but it's ok lah i guess...it's kinda slacked todae...just the 3 of us, evon, pam and i. Read thru the script once...omg...i think all my reputation's gonna be tarnished on the dae of mooncake festival, but hey friends, i guarentee tht this show will be a hilarious one ok!~
Was supposed to do our hosting script, but slacked like hell...so yeah, hack...hosting script can always do like sometime next wk...oh god, i'm such a SLACKER. Toking bout slacking...my god... my mock e-maths paper is totally a gonner~!I HAVE to buck god for heaven's sake... sighs... life just sucks, so many things are happening...anywae, cheng called while we were in our class doing the script...went to see wad was it tht she wanted, and she wanted us to take photo for the coverpage of our compo book...of cos...we were honoured~!
Oh man, but little did we know tht taking photo cld ever be so tiring...we smiled till our mouths nearly cracked and dropped...and we were all saying, ok, never are we gonna smile for a week or two...haha...the photos turned out quite nice, rather pleased wif it =D... haha,
Hmm, just finished toking to my dad...had a little exchange of our troubles...glad she's feeling better nw, haha, hope tht she didn't say tht just to make me feel tht i'm a good comforter and listener! Lol...if she really felt better, then that's great...i feel i'm hanging loose somewhere... it's getting late, gonna slp, damn tired, so yep, nitey dearies.
Friday, August 22, 2003
Thursday, August 21, 2003
Phew~ it's another long day today, just came home from CLDDS. It's ok lah, nt very fun or interesting todae, rather energy drainning... but yep, at least i've gt everything in hands already...everything's kinda settled, rehearsals will begin this sat~! Hee...i'm performing...asked many of my good friends to come support! And they're coming! Lol...man, i'm glad to haf such darling and supportive friends! Haha...shd i name them again ? Well...they're basically gladys, amelia, kadje, audris, yanhan, denise, emilie and rachel...haha, but i think some of them just coming to enjoy themselves lah, not all come to support me one =I
Weng laoshi so cute just nw...all of us were like complaining bout something...den WE stamped our feet and whined and she immitated us! LOL...the sight was just hilarious! Haha... Sian...tomolo got maths mock test, and i dun feel tht i'm physically nor mentally prepared for it loh! Liew...and was so tired todae...slept during english and chem...oh well...
Tuesday, August 19, 2003
Tired...tht's all i have to say, dunno y, nowadays i always see everyone so tired. My friends are tired, my sisters are tired, my mother's tired...and most of all, i'm tired. I'm both mentally and physically tired, but i guess more on mental tiredness... maybe it's becos of the stress and workload, the proposals, the planning, the assignments, the project and stuff... man, it's getting on my nerves.
Think i've been down on my luck nowadays? First i pulled my ligaments on my right leg...and guess wad? I fell into the damn drain in st. gabs! Wah liew, there's this big hole and i didn't even see and i just stepped rite in...damn, now it's like my left leg's a little sprained and it hurts? Isn't tht just wonderful? Nw both my legs are injured~ How proud more can i be of myself??? Tell me? *Sarcastic remark*
I was really emotionally tired i guess...maybe the reason i kept wanting to slp nowadays is becos i dun want to think to much and dun want to face reality? I took a nap from 4-7 yesterdae and slept at 12 till 6...still, i was able to doze off during lit for like one and a half period? Sighs...wad's wrong wif me ?
It's not exactly a very good day todae, somehow i was damn distracted...i dunno why... Was walking to kadje hse wif cecilia, den we had a little talk, haha, this girl, she can be quite noisy and annoying at times, but when she really settles down and talk to you, she can really be a good concluder, observer and listener...i like her better this wae =D She said tht whenever i'm moody or however i felt deep down inside, it's always as obvious as if it's written on my face.
Well, anywae, had a nice tok wif her, i always did enjoy a serious talk wif her... =)
Went to Kadje's house to do our history presentation. I like her hse, esp her dog~ haha, it's nt always tht i feel comfortable in other pple's hse, but i did at hers. We did the ppt, but kadje did most, and boy, i feel guilty, her dog's cute!!! I wish i haf a dog wif me nw, i miss my dogs, i miss my hamsters, somehow, i feel tht animals are part of my life.
Sunday, August 17, 2003
Thankx yanhan for waking me up todae!!!!! Haha...cos i really did overslept...missed my alarm! Thanks for ur morning call han!
Read more...Saturday, August 16, 2003
Yawnssssssssssss....omg, i'm sooooo tired...just came back like an hr ago... was out like the whole of todae... left home at 11.15... went to bugis first to get 4 teacher's day pressie, afterwhich i went cityhall... thot i was the earliest but tiffy was way ahead of me. Wait for the 3 goons, aud, glad and han. Saw caryn coming out, but didn't call her cos i didn't know she was coming, but she saw us and came forward to us cos she knew we were going... finally the 3 goons arrived and we were making lots of noise~!
Haha, han and i was saying tht we shd be gladys image consultant and dress her up...cos she dones't haf the confidence to wear sleeveless and stuff and i've only seen her wearing bermudus... haha, then brought her into the 37 degrees shop where we wanted her to try the outfits... picked a few really swt lookin shirts which made her nearly want to puke. Haha! After that, we went burgerking, sat on two seperate tables becos our grp was too big (more pple joined us). Yan Han, glad and I one table, aud, tiff, eunice and caryn on another... Was fooling ard there... =P Ok like wad's new? Haha...
After tht, we went to the great escape thingi...audris's church event. It's not bad lah, the performance there...haha, and when lina ng say jay chou's xing qing, gladys and i went nuts. We behaved as though we're her fans and we were waving our hands like nbody's business and went "shou qian shou yi bu liang bu san bu si bu wang zhe tian, kan xing xing yi ge liang ge san ge si ge lian cheng xian..." Haha, and everyone who sat rite in front of us turned and looked. Oh btw, i was glady's and audris's hunk todae...lol, and they're my beau -.-' i sure haf "taste" Lol...
Then came a pretty boring part where the pastor was telling us bout some christianailty stuff...as gladys, yanhan and i aren't christians, we got pretty bored and became restless... since we were all so tired for some reasons, the 3 of us dozed off...especially me...but it was pretty comfortable =$ Hahaha...
After the whole event, glad, caryn, han, aud and i went to the arcade, but as usual, only glad, aud and I played...han nv spends her money on useless stuff like these, tht's was she claims. We play the wishy bashy...haha, so funneh~ funneh funneh! Audris's control got one button spoilt and she cldn't play most of the games which requires tht button, so it was actually a game between me and gladys... haha, no need to say, i've of cos won~ muahahaha.... after tht, i went to play my FAVOURITE game...my gawd.....it's been a long time since i touched this machine ok! It's my fav fav fav; rock fever! Haha, i played like a pro...like for once finally, i miss it so much...i gotta go back and play soon, oh my god........ And next we went to play this really stupid game... some kungfu game where u're supposed to kick and punch...haha, it was so funny to see us play, practically laughing our heads off! Kinda fun...and can kinda venge ur anger, pretty cheap too, $1 for 5 tries i think, enuff to tire u out.
We went to a cafe and bought a drink after our "exercise". Was totally drained out. We were also there to wait for the rain to stop. Was pouring cats and dogs...after which we went to tower records to read the magazines. We were on our way to dinner when we saw kym ng and bryan wong hosting a show, and guess wad, he's wearing a pink shirt! Faints... went to the marina foodcourt for our dinner. Actually wanted to eat my ba chor mee...but damn, the queue was as usually long... and todae we cldn't afford to spend our time like tht so we just ate something real simple.
Hunger sastified, went to esplanade, wanted to go to the rooftop but it was not opened todae...dunno y, but i think it's probably of recent terrorists attacks and bombing...sighs, the world's a dangerous place to live in nw. Since we cld go up to get our nice sceneric view, we went downstairs and sat by the sea...equally nice...the benches was wet so i came out wif the damn idea to sit on the railings which seperate us from the sea or rather to prevent us frm falling down. Den sat only for a min, and we saw 2 policemen patrolling and walking towards us. They were indeed coming for us, but not to catch us, only to warn us... "pls do not sit on the railings, your safety is our biggest concern." Liew, so maluating, but lucking we ain't the only ones who kanna their "concern". We talked bout for a bit and we started singing! Lol...we sang seek yee first. It was awesome k...cos this was supposedly a hymn, but we convert it into something hip man... yanhan sang the normal one, and i sang the high pitch back ground while gladys made it into a rap and we combined it! Lol...it was so cool! Muz really said we had fun!
Den oh well, time was running and we gotta rush home cos it was already so late, and we were all like saying we're gonna kanna lock out of our houses...haha...yep, so we went to bus stop and board our respective buses. It was a great dae todae, enjoyed myself, and i think we got closer! Happy =) Well, better go slp nw~~~~~~~ still gotta wake up at 7am tomolo cos i got cip! Gotta sell flags wif a mad hair style...a charity event called mad hair dae~ goodnite!
Friday, August 15, 2003
self analysis
i'm gonana identify myself
insecured.
jealousy.
fun-loving
bossy
tempremental
caring
loving
helpful
talkative
forgiving
loud
playful
bear grudges
stuborn
sensitive.
emotional
low self-esteem.
These are my factors...those tht exists in me...went for a career course yesterdae which identify all my personities...but i didn't take those i listed above frm the course...i identified these myself, tomolo i'll put up wad's the me i discover in my course.
I'm a person filled wif jealousy...i can't stand it when someone i'm really close to or likes is nicer to other people den they are to me...maybe i shd say tht's petty too...but yeah, i get jealous damn easily...maybe tht's why it always made me feel so insecured and has such low self-esteem.
Example ? This morning. No harmful intentions or wad...but just toking bout myself... i'm injured...and i used to haf my friends waiting for me and walking to the assembly ground...but todae, 4 of my good friends got carried away wif talking among themselves and forgot all bout me...i was limping all the wae behind...but i didn't open my mouth to ask to stop them...i just watched them walk on, hoping they wld turn round and realise i'm missing...but none did... maybe tht shows how little i meant to them ? I dunno... Now in my mind, i'm probably telling myself, big deal, i wun die without them...but deep down inside, i haf no idea how hurt i am just by little issues liddat...tht's y life's always miserable for me... do i really mean so little in my friends' hearts? When i'm feeling lonely, leftout or hurt, i become totally reserved in my own corner, i
m totally starring into space and i dun tok. When questions are asked, i answer them wif either a nod or shaking my head.
Maybe all these time i'm overly bossy, maybe i'm too sensitive, maybe i'm too tempremental...maybe these are the main causes.But i can't take away all these and make myself a perfect and flawless person rite? These bad points are part of me...dun we always say, accept me for who i am?
I know myself best...i can be a pretty nasty person when i'm angered...the grudges are held and i remember them for life. Nasty temper and words emerged when i'm angry, not a very tolerant person. I get over things very quickly; forgiving but it's really within my memories. I know i'm someone who's very fun loving, loving, caring and helpful. I can love people to death and sacrifice a lot just for them. That's me. I'm serious yet playful. Most of the time i'm very helpful, and there i times when there's excess of it tht it seem like wad we all called kayponess..
All these are just borned in me, if i were to remove some of these, ain't it removing part of me as well? Sometimes i really find life so difficult to comprehend and there are times when i think the way i handle my life is totally like screwing up every components of it, freaking things up and basically, madness. Frankly speaking, maybe too much had happened today, not a good day for me...i think i've been zonked~ maybe it's wld be nice if i cld just vanish into thin air~
Right Here Waiting
Oceans apart day after day
And I slowly go insane
I hear your voice on the line
But it doesn't stop the pain
If I see you next to never
How can we say forever
Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you
I took for granted, all the times
That I though would last somehow
I hear the laughter, I taste the tears
But I can't get near you now
Oh, can't you see it baby
You've got me goin' CrAzY
Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you
I wonder how we can survive
This romance
But in the end if I'm with you
I'll take the chance
Oh, can't you see it baby
You've got me goin' cRaZy
Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you
I love these songs, u all shd dl it!!! =D
Dying Inside To Hold You - Thomas Timmy
I took a shower and I went on my way
I stopped as usual, had a coffee and a pie
When I turned to leave, I couldn't believe my eyes
Standing there I didn't know what to say
Without one touch we stood there face to face
*And I was dying inside to hold you
I couldn't believe what I felt for you
Dying inside, I'm dying inside
But I couldn't bring myself to touch you
You said hello and asked my name
I didn't know if I should go or remain
Inside I felt my life and really changed
I knew that it would never be the same
Standing there I didn't know what to say
First I looked away when I whispered your name
repeat * twice
One hello changed my life
I didn't believe in love at first sight
But you have shown me what its like
And I know my love
repeat * until fade
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Once In A Lifetime - Gregorian
When you're near me,
I close my eyes
I want to feel you by my side
When you kiss me
I close my eyes
Want you by my side
Chorus
When I realise
there's no "tell me lies"
then I know it's Once in A Lifetime
Making love to you
everything is new
You know you're my Once in A Lifetime
When you touch me,
I burn inside
Cold shiver down my spine
When you take me
.............
I can't get enough
Repeat chorus
Once in a Lifetime 3x
Giving all I've got
And you left me not
You're my lover Once In A Lifetime
Taking care of you
Everytime it's new
You know you're my Once In A Lifetime
Chorus 3x
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This is the Night - Clay Aiken
When the world wasn't upside down
I could take all the time I had
But I'm not gonna wait
When a moment can vanish so fast
Cuz every kiss is a kiss you can never get back
Lift me up
In your eyes
If you told me that is where heaven is
Well, you'd be right
I've been waiting forever for this
This is the night
When the answer to all my dreams
Is as close as a touch away
Why am I here holding back what I'm trying to say?
Lift me up
In your eyes
If you told me that is where heaven is
Well, you'd be right
Hold me close
To your heart
I would go with you to the ends of the Earth and we'll fly
I've been waiting forever for this
This is the night
This is the night where we capture forever
And all our tomorrows begin
After tonight we will never be lonely again
Lift me up
In your eyes
If you told me that’s where heaven is
Well, you'd be right
Hold me close
To your heart
I would go with you to the ends of the Earth and we'll fly
I've been waiting forever for this
This is the night
Wednesday, August 13, 2003
Never gonna leave your side - Daniel Beddingfield (Going out to all my beloved friends!!!! ; duckie, han, tortoise, amelia, laopo tiff, bern, eileen, ed and to whoever i've miss out!
I feel like a song without the words, a man without a soul, a bird without its wings, a heart without a home.
I feel like a knight without a sword, a sky without the sun cos you are the one.
I feel like a ship beneath the wind, a childest whos lost its way, a door without a key, a face without a name.
I feel like a breath without the air, and everydays the same, since you've gone away.
I gotta have a reason to wake up in the morning,
You used to be the one that put a smile on my face.
There are no words that could describe how i miss you, no
I miss you, everyday.
Im never gonna leave your side,
and im never gonna leave your side.
I am still holding on girl, i wont let you go,
cos when im lying in your arms i know im home.
They tell me that a man can lose his mind living in the pain,
the calling times gone by, im crying in the rain.
You know i've wasted half the time and im on my knees again,
'till you come to me. (yeah)
I gotta have a reason to wake up in the morning,
You used to be the one that put a smile on my face.
There are no words that could describe how i miss you, no
I miss you, everyday.
Im never gonna leave your side,
and im never gonna leave your side.
I am still holding on girl, i wont let you go,
lay my head against your heart, i know im home.
Im never gonna leave your side,
and im never gonna leave your side.
I am still holding on girl, i wont let you go,
cos when im lying in your arms i know im home.
Arghs...sometimes i feel tht i dun really understand humans!
I just read somebody's blog...and i really dunno wad's the hell wrong wif her!
It was like it's her fault, but she goes round cursing those who punished her? Like wad the hell? I read so many people's blog, and i remember seeing someone said this "sometimes we may just misunderstood a person, dislikes her,but when we read thru their blogs of wad they haf to say deep down, they're actually nice pple." I read a few entries of hers, but no matter how i view it, i dun see a nice pt of her. I'm like wondering if she's human wif a heart.
Dun u ever reflect? I may be nice to you, but if u ever mess wif my friends, you just watch, i'll nv let you off, i'll make your life miserable just like you've made life miserable for out class!
I'm toking to my dad dad nw, heeeeee...been a long time...miss her man~ Things are nt going too well, but oh man, tht's life. Cheer up dad~ miss ya always~
Read more...Tuesday, August 12, 2003
It's a bad bad day today... had terrible terrible cramps~!!!!!! Sobs... and my leg hurts more than ever!The sinseh accupunctured me! -.-' I was a brave girl...haha, i didn't shed a single tear...lol...now i'm limping again...sighs... I got 3 body guards though ? Yoona, audris and gladys..hahaha, i haf nice friends... =D Gladys and audris even went to get a hot water BOTTLE for me~! Oops...i mean hot water bag! Hahaha!!! Audris, does tht sound familiar? Hehehe :P Well, i'll stop here for nw, need a rest~
Read more...Monday, August 11, 2003
things i'll never regret
Guess wad? Ms Yue changed our sitting arrangement and i guessed she really can't hide her emotions frm us any longer...she teared infront of us.
Geee...but ya noe wad? She remembered the handful of us trying to say sorry to her... I thought it was kinda embarassing, cos remember ? I mentioned before tht she didn't really accept our apologies or rather, she said we didn't haf to apologise to her...it was kinda embarassing to be rejected liddat, but i guess it's something i'll never regret, at least it's something tht maybe made her feel better? She's really grateful towards us...saying tht we're the only good ones who never gave her any trouble. Haha,she's like so proud of us, and everyone who apologised to her was proud of theirselves too! Although we were sad for her, you could still see us beaming away. I hope she's better ? Sighs... i hate to see any teachers upsetted by us, erm, besides tay yit meng and pat tan, haha, i've totally no sympathy for them! =X
Well...tht's something good tht had happened today. There's something sad tht happened unfortunately... Ms Yue seperated me from Amelia!!!! EEEEEE....anemolia!!! Haha...i missed you! Okay...i know she's like probably rolling her eyes and saying Yucks! Sighs...just when we are starting to clique a little better? We were toking so much during english todae~! Haha, maybe she's happy to get away from me...i dunno...but i really miss her, haha, sad sia...(cos no one to bully liao) =X Hahaha! oops...she'll fume when she sees this. Awww... i guessed it ain't tht bad nw lah~ i'm sitting with gladys! Haha...who says i can't disturb her ;P My duckie audris's behind me too! Haha, darlings unite again! But the someone dat i dun really like in cls is sitting rite so close to me nw! Yucks~ oh well, i guess nt everything cld be perfect...so just be satisfied! =D
Had a heart to heart talk with yoona just nw, glad tht we haven't really drifted like what i've always thought. Went for lunch at bugis's yoshinoya~ Yummy, the food there was delicious~ gossiped a little, and cldn't help being proud of ourselves! :p Then we went shopping! Lol! Arghxz... teacher's day is coming!!! I don't know what to get for them~ i shop rd the whole of bugis and nothing seems good enuff for them. I spent to much on teachers day last yr, going to spend less this year! So i'll only be getting present for Mrs Seng, ms yue, ms shanthi, mrs lee and weng laoshi~ Tht'll be enuff to make me go broke...oh wells...
Dat little red dot far far awaee!
Weeeeeeeeeeee...i saw mars todae! I was like so happy and excited that i've finally spotted it, i've been like looking out for it for the past few days already and i can't even find it! And with some luck todae, i finally finally found it!
I dug out all my stuff!!! I dug out my binoculars to get a satisfying view...when i got tired of the still rather pathetic view, i dug out my video cam which can zoom much further...i took 3 pics of it! =I I love it!!! It's absolutely cooL! Small small far far glowing glowing red red one!!!!!! Weeeeeeeee...so cool. This will probably be the only one time i'll see mars... cos the next time when mar's gonna come so close again will be in the year 2187. That's will probably be my next next life or maybe ever later! Haha... They say Mars can be seen the clearest on 28th August, which is i think also the last day of "mars visit". This is such an awesome experience man, will upload the foto soon! In my excitement...i wrote a song cos my inspiration came pouring in!
*Mars* (All the same somehow)
It's a special special day today
Cos looking out of my window i saw you
Glowing away so brilliantly
Wishing so much i could reach you
No matter how hard i tried
How far I'm reaching for
I wouldn't be able to touch you
All the same somehow
I knew i've already felt you
Chorus:
All the same somehow
I know you're somewhere around
It just that i don't see you
on just any ordinary days
For you're the miles away mars
And i'm dying to touch you
It's not always that i'll see you
Probably a 1000yrs later i see you next
I won't let this chance slip away now
I'll watch you all these while when you're here
Seeing the glowing redness in you
When you're gone and i don't see you
Maybe i'll start missing you again
Do come back and visit soon
Cos i love you and want to see you again
Thursday, August 07, 2003
I dun haf the mood to blog...damn bloody upset
I dun understand how cld she be so naive and insensitive ?
Told somebody bout everything i've told her, and yet she cld still ask me wad's wrong wif tht...arghs...
Now my reputations may all be tarnished...i hope she wun think ill of me nw or my life will be bloody damn miserable again
And i do nt want tht to happen again, i had enuff, i'm tired
Leave me alone.
Now i will tell you what i've done for you
Screaming, decieving and bleeding for you
50 thousands tears i've cried
And you still won't hear me
Tuesday, August 05, 2003
Care and fun~
Yawns~ I'm home....so tired~ Haha...had a wonderful dae todae! Went out wif my cldds mates and 2 of our teachers-in-charge! Haha...bullied weng laoshi! Made her treat me!!!! And the reason for treating me is simply becos I've won 3rd price for my chinese composition! Lol... she told me not to tell anione or she'll go broke! It was so fun!!!
Yesterdae, was talking to her and we were damn crappy! Was telling her all the crap reasons as to why she shd treat me, and i remembered one of her replies were : "Wei...you happy you've won a price den wad has it got to do wif me ??!! U won price u nv come thank your teacher somemore ask ur teacher to treat you?!!!" haha... then i gave her a whole list of reasons and we crapped like nobody's business!
We went to the pizza hut at toa payoh, we were the earliest customers there, there were the 10 of us altogether. We took like 20 mins before we cld like finally decide wad we want ?!! We order a hawaian cheesy pizza and a curry chicken pizza~ yump! We side ordered soup, salads, sweet and spicy drumlets and garlic bread! Haha...and weng laoshi so nice! She gave me her bigger cup of coke becos i was complaining my wasn't enuff... heeeee...thx! My juniors and i were crapping and soon our food came! We gourged our food down as we were all so hungry. I think we're so noisy there tht although there's only the 10 of us in the shop, it sounded as though there were like 30 pple there! Nevertheless...it was fun fun fun! Weeeeeee.... We gossiped a little and i got to know a lot of stuff!!!
When we finished eating at pizza hut, Pig and i and 3 of our juniors went to amk to bowl~ it was a first a little disastrous...haha, well...as we all know, the machines or computers at amk abit siao one... for the first game, i got 2nd last! Liew... stupid pig got the highest...den for the 2nd game, i got 3rd, stupid pig got 1st again!!! 2nd was eunice...haha, we had fun!! But guess wad....i think i strained my hamstring a little again!!! It;s like it hasn't even fully recovered and i'm walking bout so much and bowling somemore!!! -.-' I hope it's not gonna be serious!!!! Otherwise my mother's gonna bring me to the sinseh!!!! >.< Played till bout 3 and we all decided we're tired...so we are decided to go home!
Sighs...if only everydae's gonna be like tht... 8)
Thursday, July 31, 2003
Ouchie ouchie OUCHS... sobs.....i pulled my hamstring... like wad the hell...nevertheless, i still attented cldds...i cld only sit there and watch them...so sad~ eeee... Lishan came back visit us todae~ haha...cheng laoshi was so nice, when she heard frm pamela tht i've pulled my hamstring...she was actually waiting for me downstairs...eee...so nice of her! She even went up to get an ice bag for me when she saw how excrutiating the pain was... i'm so touched!
Before tht, class was rather fun! Weeeee...hahaha! Had chinese ca todae, i wldn't exactly say it's easy, but it's rather tough too~but i'll pass! Heh!
Den it was chemistry! Haha..it was sooooo funny! Amelia was telling me how she nearly kiss TAY YIT MENG! When i heard tht, i burst into laughter and nearly died laughing! And you shd just haf seen the way amelia imitated tay yit meng's "sensual" mouth~ Lol...i can't imagine, if it's me, i think i'll be so disgusted at the sight i'll faint on the spot! Yucks! I was laughing and giggling all the wae tht tay yit meng got so pissed wif the both of us~ Then gladys was made to go out to do a question, she finished it like within 2 secs and i was like so bewildered and amuse, but the answer was all wrong! Haha, she only act act put up a show to show how smart she is nia! Haha...tay yit meng got so pissed wif her again!
During english, mrs lee was going thru some well written compos, i got kinda bored and became horny!!! Lol...i kept attempting to stapple amelia's *beeep*!!! Haha, it's was so funny tht gladys whow as watching us laughed till she teared! Heeeee...history wasn't like any better, we were still crapping and fooling ard...heh...this is fun fun fun!
Anywae, i wonder if i shd go sch tomolo... it's like i'm gonna haf only 3 periods of lessons ? So it sounds really silly if i just go and esp now wif my injured legs??!! Oh well...let's see...
Wednesday, July 30, 2003
Haiz...i wonder how many times do history repeat itself...well, guess i dun haf to say much, yep, ms yue's kanna angered by our cls again...i seriously think tht if things continue to go on liddat, even i as a student will be damn pissed, moreover a teacher! Hmm, i've been working rather hard for maths, not VERY hard, i haven't give all i've gotten yet, but yeah, at least i guess i worked a little harder than i did before? Hope i've got the motivation and determination to go on like this till end of the yr! Strive!
Y was she angry again ? Oh well, becos of assignments again...anemomelia was one of them who didn't hand in!!! Stupid girl! Lol... den she just stood there looking at us for one whole period, thinking of wad more can she say to us...at tht time, it really seems as though she's gonna give up one us! Poor her...she looked so hurt and upset.
We(yoona, audris, gladys, edrea, cecilia, amelia and I) went to look for her during recess, wanted to tell her how sorry we are...we were discussing wad to say and stuff, and kinda expecting how things will turn out, we were like saying tht she definately wun come out one. We even planned tht if she doesn't come out, we wld say over the intercome "ms yue, we're frm 3/7 and we're truly sorry for wad we've done!" Haha, tht's glady's "romantic" idea which she thinks will bound to make her touched! It was like so crap...i also came out wif another "romantic" idea...haha, like if she doesn't come out, we shd all kneel down till she forgives us! Wah liew, so crap! To our surprise, she came out, we were all so surprised we were kinda at a loss of words...den yoona spoke up... "ms yue, we've came to say we're sorry..." She just shook her head, "u all don't haf to say sorry to me..." and she went in...we were like stunned there, though this is the kind of response we've already expected to get, there wasn't much we cld do~
It seems like things got a little better after recess, she came back to class, looking a little better, and started teaching us circular measure~ wor, i tell u this chapter is a lil tough man~ u haf to convert this to tht and tht to this! Lol...i tried to understand and be a little responsive...and haha, it seems she really felt better... =I
Know wad...so pek cek!!!! Got an a.maths common test todae, like wad the hell!!!! The last question was a moduless funtion question, when i saw it, i was like so darn happy cos i'm sure i knew how to solve it, so when i saw it was moduless, i just straight away solve it without reading the question, i went to fnid the min pt and forgot to draw the graph!!!!! ARHG!~!!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ so wasted~ ARGH! I'm quite doubtful bout this test, i'm not pinning for high grades, all i pray is tht i can pass!!!!!!
It was kinda a bad dae for me, but not becos of all tht had happened, but becos of my back, it's giving me problems again! For the whole of todae, it was hurting me like HELL! I tried so many ways to soothe the pain such as using 2 of my friends' bag as a cushion but it didn't help! Amelia lent me her bottle but it wasn't of much help either... den later amelia said she looked as though she was my first aid suplier...so good of a first aider to supply but doesn't even noe how to make her patient feel betteR??!! I asked her to help me "hammer" my back and she really HAMMERED!!! Like as though she was trying to kill me! Like wad the hell, there...tht's my nice and helpful partner! Sighs...just my luck to sit wif her! :P
Monday, July 28, 2003
"post-war problems"
It's mondae todae, went back to school, wif my legs still aching like shit! I feel as though it's dislocated ok!!! Ouch!
Hmmm, things are not really looking so good...it's really kinda tough to tok to anemomelia now ??? She made it so bad!!! NEMO!!! I tell u, this is like the first time i encountered something like tht ??? Haha, it's like usually if i fight wif someone, after awhile we'll be as mad as ever liao, but todae u're like still somewad cold and ignorant towards me!!! Wah..it was only a silly cold war between us, is it tht serious??? Sighs...i hope things can really resume ? I dun think it's tht serious till the extent tht we can actually feel so so so awkward rite ?? Well well, dun distance ourselves lah~
Sian, there's like so many damn test this week??? And asked if the e.maths test tomolo will be tough and ms yue said yes?!!! Like wad the hell, is she said it's easy, den one shd prepare it to be kinda tough...and if she said it's tough, i think anyone can just drop dead from doing it, or one can actually just forget about attempting it, cos it's like really useless...sighs...so scary.. Hope everything will go smoothly for me tomolo. Better run now, cya!